Falling, falling, falling.

Down to the bottom of despair.

Those I love feel only pain.

Those I hate feel only joy.

These calm waters spread around me.

The ripples fan out.

I walk slowly in to the cold water.

It's clutches icy against my skin.

It is despair.

My best friend.

The current pulls me deeper in.

I try to swim up but I only fall down.

All those I love slowly floating down.

All this but a dream.

No a nightmare.

Life gives you illusions of happiness, but it only tricks you.

Falling into despair.

My life a tragedy.

Written by a puppet master.

I lift my arms to the sky.

I try to believe that I truly can fly.

Dancing a pa de du all by myself.

A dance for two now a dance for one.

Tears falling down my face.

I watch the cruel dance of fate.

My life drowning in despair.

Falling through the depthsofdespair.

Where has the happiness gone?

I feel only sadness.

Despair that trancsends all realms.

Now my life is gone.

Goodbye my life.

I have given you up at last.

A/N so this is what you get when you watch two seasons of princess tutu in one day. i do not own once.

Dedicated to one of my favorite writers serendipity.

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