A/N: Okay so this is my first Fairy Tail story. It is my favorite anime. This story is a NaLu story so please now bashing if your a GraLu, LoLu, NaLi or whatever fan you are. Anyway here is chapter one!

Lucy's POV

Natsu and Lisanna came back in from their mission. I was sitting alone at a table reading, trying not to notice. Lisanna was smiling and Blushing at everything Natsu said. I was upset. Natsu and I have been through a lot together now he just tossed me to the curb like some rag doll.

Two months! It has been two months, since team Natsu went on a mission together. Ezra, Gray, Wendy and myself have been going alone on small missions. I made enough money to pay my rent this month, but God, this life is more complicated without Natsu.

It's bad enough for Natsu and Lisanna to hang out without me, but for them to go on missions together? Lisanna suddenly hugged Natsu around the neck. The nerve! She knows that Natsu and I are like best friends now, and yet she tries to rub that 'childhood friend' aura on me. I could tell that Natsu was blushing by how red his cheek were.

I could feel the pain in my chest. Every time I see them my heart breaks a little. I don't get it though. Natsu is only a good friend of mine. I don't want to lose him. With out him nothing is the same. Even Gray complains that Natsu doesn't hang with us anymore. I mean for God sakes the boy stopped breaking into my hour to eat or say hi to me! That's not like him at all!

I looked back over to them. Natsu hasn't really talked to me for a month. I was once again alone. I got up and closed my book. Lisanna seen I was about to leave. The next thing I knew she kissed Natsu on the cheek and whispered something in his ear. Natsu was blushing like crazy, but nodded and she grabbed his hands and they left.

I clenched my fists and closed my eyes. Mirajane came over to me.

"Lucy, are you okay?" She asked. She had her beautiful kind smile on as usual.

I nodded."Yes, Mirajane I am fine. I just... I just need to go home to sleep." I told her.

She smiled sweetly."Okay, well see ya tomorrow then" She said and then went back to work

I sighed and left quickly. I walked home. I seen Lisanna with Natsu. He handed her a flower. She was smiling and blushing. I turned away from them and continued walking home. The next thing I knew I had tears in my eyes. I quickly whipped them away.

I made it to my house. I ran inside and fell onto my bed crying. I was so confused. Why am I acting like this? I have never liked Natsu more than a friend. Jesus!

When I finally stopped crying, I went and took a shower. I stood in my bathroom with a towel wrapped around me brushing my Hair. I looked at a picture of Natsu, Erza, Gray and I when it was just us. I took the picture off of the mirror. I remember that day so vividly.

I sighed and smiled. I miss those days like no one could believe, but now Natsu better, so those days are over... I guess...

A/N: Okay well I hope you liked the chapter. Sorry that it's short though. Please comment/Review. If you have any ideas for the next chapter PM me! Thank you ^^