It's a funny feeling, the way Cat makes her feel, Jade can't quite describe it, as cliché as it sounds, she feels…..tingly, when Cat looks at her she really feels the butterflies, she sees the spark, she feels the spark, she never felt that spark with Beck.
The first time they kissed was like nothing Jade had ever experienced, it was sensual and passionate, something you would never expect from the bubbly, child-like Cat, she was full of surprises, and that was something that Jade found very endearing about the happy, bubbly love of her life,
"I love you Cat, I've been in denial for so long, but no more, the thought of you being with someone else would destroy me, I know in my heart of hearts, we belong together." Jade said with a teary smile,
"I love you too Jadey." Cat said and hugged her, sharing a tender kiss together,
When Jade asked her to be her Girlfriend, Cat agreed that very same second, Jade thought her swelling chest would burst she was so happy, but that's what Cat did to her, that was the way Cat made her feel, Jade never believed in love at first sight, until she met Cat, she thought she was so good at running away from her feelings, she thought she'd finally gotten rid of them for good when she started dating Beck, she was certain no one would see through their farce of a relationship, she told Beck everything, he didn't like the situation, he wanted Jade to be honest, but after much protest, Beck knew he couldn't make Jade tell the truth, and for that reason, he did as Jade wished.
She tried to make it work, but she couldn't deny the way Cat made her feel, she hated that it made her vulnerable, she'd never been….in love before….but she knew this wasn't some two week crush, she felt something for the red-head, she had strong feelings, and that scared her.
The first time they made love was mind-blowing, cat felt a certain sense of pride, knowing that she and she alone could make Jade feel so much pleasure, that she was Jade's first, and Jade had told her she would be her last.
Years later, not long after they left Hollywood Arts they got married, Jade felt like she was in a dream, saying there vows and putting their rings on, 'I am your yours, and you are mine, from this day, until the end of my days.' They both said together, meaning every word of it.
A heavily pregnant Cat Valentine-West sits on the sofa of their living room with her swollen ankles resting on a tower of pillows, Jade leans in to kiss her wife, then bends down to kiss the swell of Cat's belly, her life would be nothing without cat, she was her soul, she and their unborn child were the reason Jade got up every morning. The spark hasn't faded, in fact it burns brighter than ever, the way Cat looks at her, it makes her feel like a giddy schoolgirl, and she loves that.
She loves it because Cat makes her feel something she's never felt before: True love.
AN: A cliché ending I know, and not much dialogue to go on, still I hope you got what the story was about, and remember to read and review,
Much Love,
Immortalgothgirl
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