Disclaimer: I do not own CSI.
There were days when she hated him for a variety of reasons, mainly because he broke every promise he ever made to her.
He shattered her heart into unfixable pieces and he did with such ease it shocked her.
Then there were the days that her heart reminded her head that she loved him, those days drained Finn more than the' days she hated him.
Because those days reminded her that DB had once loved her the way she loved him, but for some reason he switched that feeling of.
One minute he loved her, wanted her and everything, and everyone could go to hell.
Then out of no where it was "I can't do this anymore," and everything around her fell apart.
It wasn't entirety DB's fault this she knew, but he had a part to play in it.
She'd long accepted that her own weaknesses played a hand in her world becoming a chaotic mess.
Her weaknesses that had left everything complicated.