This isn't written by me but a friend.
She asked me to upload it here because she didn't want to create an account just for one Oneshot.
We would be happy for comments^^
And yes, I'll be uploading my Tokyo Mew Mew FF soon.
The day he had ended things with Sasuke was downright horrible. The break-up had been as fucked up as their relationship, if you even could call this the thing between them. He had wanted to end it calm and like the adults they were. Why couldn't it have been like this? Why did it have to escalate?
Before they had known it, they had been screaming at each other, bringing up long since buried feelings. It seemed as if they had bottled up any anger or hatred until that day, only to release it for their break-up they knew would eventually happen.
They weren't made for eachother.
While they had been together, there had been just as much happy times as there had been bad ones. And now, days later he just felt so sad and so exhausted he didn't know what to do. He couldn't wait any longer for his feelings of remorse to end, he didn't want to. His need to get up and do something was getting stronger, but so did his desire to see Sasuke and he was afraid. Afraid to do the wrong thing and get back to the Uchiha, which would end up destroying both their lives with their dangerous love. Because that's what their love was like: A dangerous monster that ate their soul and their mind and left them broken, confused and with an unhealthy want for their partner.
How could he allow something like that to happen and not feel guilty? The pain maybe felt unbearable, but it would go away, he just needed time to mend the wound in his heart.
He knew it was for their best. They hadn't had an ounce of trust in their Relationship and every little mistake had made them doubt everything more and more. They had felt insecure, so parting ways was the only good solution for people like them, wasn't it? No matter what, they couldn't have saved anything, because there hadn't been anything to save. Everything had drowned in their own selfish desire for the other and they had sacrificed almost all to keep it going, even if they had known it wasn't meant to be.
While he lay there he got weird thoughts and he couldn't find an answer to the one question that swirled in his head for hours: How was it possible that two person, who loved eachother to death and would do anything just to know the other was alive and well, to have an ordinary relationship like they were supposed to? What had they done wrong? Did they go anywhere right where they should have taken to left path? Should they have kept Sakura involved, the one that had always helped them with their complicated friendship when they were younger?
No, they only would have wounded her along the way and she didn't deserve it.
Naruto sighed and rolled onto his side, clutching his chest. Thinking about it was tiring and there was no way he'd ever find the answer.
