Background: One word for a situation like this: Frightened. Bella; the one who just got out of a relationship, the one who changed to be the independent girl on campus. Edward; the shy guy who always longs for a relationship, the beautiful one that always keeps quiet in the back of libraries. Once they realize they're college roommates, they're both frightened.

BPOV:

It was a hot summer, and I was bored to no end. I decided to drive my truck over to Jake's, my boyfriend, and see if he wanted to go to the beach. It was a nice day to go swimming, so I brought my bathing suit just in case.

While I was driving my ancient red truck, my thoughts started wondering off.

I thought about how Jake was when he told me he loved me. He took me to La Push beach, and when the sun was setting, he looked me in the eyes, and he told me he loved me. I told him I love him too, and we both kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. It was a Saturday, so I slept over at his house, but that farthest we went was just kissing. Even though I loved him, I didn't want to go that far yet. That was just a couple months ago, so we have been going strong for a while.

Maybe, just maybe, I will give up my virginity to him tonight. Just maybe. All I know is that I will very soon. I mean, yes we love each other, but who knew that hormones would affect me so much? And Jake would always love me, no matter what.

Right?

Of course he would Bella!

But are you sure?

Great, now my instinct side just has to come and ruin my happy thoughts! Now I'm fighting with … myself in my own head. Crazy, much?

I'm just saying, I have a bad feeling now all of a sudden.

Shut up, and let me think my happy thoughts.

Fine…I know I'm right.

Whatever. I know I should listen to my instinct, but I just merely ignored it.

Once I got to his house, I pulled up in the driveway like I usually do. I knocked on the door, and nobody answered. I knew he was home because all the lights were on and his garage was open. Maybe he was taking a shower or something. So I turned the doorknob, finding it was unlocked. I took a couple steps in, and my eyes widened at the noises that I heard. I heard moaning coming from Jake's room.

I walked slowly, like it was a horror movie, to the end of the hallway to the dreaded room. As each step I took, the moaning and groaning got louder. I opened the door, frightened of my worst fear. I just wanted to wake up from this nightmare, but I couldn't. So when I opened the door, my heart broke into shattered little pieces.

There was Jake, thrusting into another girl, and they were both moaning at their pleasure. They probably didn't hear me, because they didn't stop fucking, and then Jake groaned, "Lauren…oh god…" while 'Lauren' screamed out his name. Once they calmed down, Jake turned his head, and saw that I was watching.

He immediately came up and tried to hug me, "I'm so sorry Bella. It's not what it looks like! I can explain – "

Tears started going down my cheeks, and instead of being all sad and depressed, I got angered, so I yelled, "Really Jacob? Then what does it look like? Please, go ahead and be my guest, and explain this!" My angered voice was so loud it echoed in the room.

He just looked down and whispered, "I'm so sorry. It's just… I needed some release. She doesn't mean anything. You're my world, Bella. You hold my heart."

"Bullshit! Well buddy, guess what? I was going to give it all to you tonight! Yep that's right. I guess you were too impatient to actually wait! Jacob, don't touch me anymore. Don't talk to me anymore. Don't contact me anymore. If you do, I will have Emmett come over and beat the shit out of you. And trust me, he's more than willing to. Just go back to your little fuck buddy."

When I mentioned that I was going to give it all to him tonight, his face paled. Yep that's right, now you regret your little mistake. And before he could say anything, I got in my truck and sped away to my house. I was staying strong, all the way until I reached my bed. I collapsed on my bed, and the tears finally came in, pouring down my face. Now here comes the sadness.

I told you so.