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Leaving
(Tara POV)
Packing my bags that night was one of the most terrifying thins I've ever had to do.
It's not like I wanted to leave Willow but she gave me no choice,
Gathering up my sweaters, photos and memories, seperating my clothes from hers, trying to figure out who had bought what. It felt like I was going through cardiatic surgery, fully awake and aware of what was going on, then leaving my heart on the bed we'd shared for near 2 years.
Just becasuse I was leaving her, it didn't mean I didn't love her anymore, of course I did. However, what she did was too much.
First, to remove my memory of fight we'd had, over her use of magic, with magic! Then to promise me that she wouldn't do magic for a whole week, then used went against the promise to try and remove my and Buffy's memories of 'all things grim'.
Ofcourse then it went wrong and ended up removing everybody's memories completley, leaving Spike to think he was called Randy, along with many other mistakes.
Willow had done too much for me to forgive her. I loved her still and I don't think there was a time after I'd met her that I didn't love her. But she'd hurt me, I wanted to hurt her back, I wanted to make her understand what she'd done to me.
Then when Dawn ran away from me, like it was all my fault. I don't think that what I'd done was unreasonable, but she'd known Willow longer than me, I understood why she ran, although that didn't stop the pain.
I knew the other Scoobys weren't happy with me either but I didn't care. I just knew that I would miss Will too much. She was my world and I couldn't live without her.
However, leaving my heart on her pillow, I left, thinking I would never return.
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