-For my best friend, Alaura. I love you, girl!-
MAY 25th, 2012
I only got 4 hours of sleep last night (2-6). I stayed up five hours past my bed time looking up Loki on tumblr. The last thing I remembered before I drifted off was his face.
I awakened on Asgard, but it was so dark and deserted, and looked as if the planet had no atmosphere. I was in Loki's body; I was looking through his eyes. I saw Lovino Vargas walk up to him (me), held up a mustache to his upper lip, and said, "My Lord! Your Lady McLoki approacheth." I laughed a little.
Suddenly in my body, again, I walked towards Loki, noticing his familiar outfit. I was dressed the same, as well, but with a bust-cut along the neck line. He held out his hand and motioned to sit next to him on a giant, blue rock.
We started talking about world domination and how everything should be. "If we were to concur Earth," Loki began, "what do you hope your role of leader would be?" I immediately replied, "Well, you'd be the overlord, of course. So I guess I'd be your loyal servant. You tell me what to do and I'll do it, as soon as possible." He turned pink all over.
As we sat and talked about ruling the earthlings, he looked a bit nervous. "Are you okay," I asked. He nodded and scooted closer towards me. Silence fell among us. The buzzing glow of the Tesseract could be heard in the distance.
Loki finally spoke, "I'm sorry. I just... You're so kind to me. I can't remember the last time someone willingly applied to be my servant. In fact, I don't believe anyone ever has!" I snickered. "Hey, don't worry about it. I'm always happy to work with you. I actually pity you, you know? No one I know of treats you with full respect or takes you in with consideration. But I always will." Loki made a face, causing his forehead to adorably wrinkle. I smiled and looked away. "Thank you," he said, but notice my reaction to his facial expression. He reached his hand out to my cheek. "Are you okay? You're blushing like mad." I shut my eyes tightly and stuttered, "Oh, really? I, uh.., y-you made a face. And I...y-... Never mind." Loki laughed, making my face even redder. He leaned forward and uttered into my ear, "You're too cute," and hugged me.
I hugged him back, squeezing gently. He suddenly pulled back, swiftly pecked my nose, and wrinkled his forehead, again. I couldn't believe it. I was in shock. He kissed my nose. He kissed me! Oh, my goodness!
I sat there on the rock, staring into his beautiful green eyes. He stared back, caressing the side of me face, brushing my cheek oh-so softly with the tip of his thumb. "Why do you do this to me, " he suddenly asked, "You make me feel loved. I don't know how to deal with it. I'm always so happy to see you, and even more happy to spend time with you." He eyes turned a little watery and so did mine. I choked, "All I ever want is to see you smile, and to hear you laugh, and to know that you are truly happy. Every face you make, happy, sad, mad, or embarrassed, melts my heart.
You will always be loved, Loki. And always by me."
Loki muffled a cry and hugged me, again. I hugged him back, but less gentle than before. I could feel him quiver in my arms. I held back his head and wiped the tears off his face. He leaned in again, but instead of going back to hugging me, he grab my face and kissed me.
The kiss was so passionate, so lustrous, so...loving. This is how I want to serve you: I will always be loyal. I will always try to make you smile. I will always be by your side, even if not physically. I will always love you.