A/N: Part 3 is here I couldn't help myself and I promise that I'll not write the 'morning after' scene ever but … it's Cassian so my mind was somehow convinced to write it anyway. This is only the beginning of an interesting mission… I think so.
No beta (awaiting) so all mistakes are mine and I'm profoundly sorry for them!
Ready for a fall.
Morning after…
The morning came a little too early for Cassian's liking. He's lying in a very small bed trying very hard not to stare at the girl lying there with him. She has her eyes closed and she is still breathing slowly and peaceful, a state that Cassian hasn't seen her much. For once he has a chance to look at her beautiful features without being captured by her sparkling green eyes distracting him for the time being. He has no idea what time is it but actually he couldn't care less. He knows they need to talk, they need to defined what they have here but right now Cassian has this moment to just be with the girl. He waited enough time for this to happen and he knows they are on new and shaky ground but he couldn't felt happier.
Jyn looks absolutely beautiful all sleeping, relaxed and very young. Cassian only then understands that if she wasn't fighting the rebellion with him she would probably be studying something at the one of the Coruscant's University. He's absent-mindedly wondering what she would like to study and at the same time drinking in her sight in the cold morning light of Hoth's sun. He hasn't still acknowledged half of the things that happened between them last night, well he definitely remembers the physical ones but the emotions between them are still raw and delicate and Cassian feels little overwhelmed and frightened at the memory of the feelings for her.
Then some small voice cuts in the middle of his mussing.
"Are you staring at me? Because if you do it's creepy." Jyn sleepy voice brings him back from his train of thoughts and into the bed with her. He smiles, a wide and innocent smile that lit up his face.
"I'm not staring, I'm looking." Cassian corrects her and Jyn opens her eyes. For a second Cassian is spellbound by the intense emotions swirling in her green eyes. If waking up with her feels like this he would do anything to make this permanent, he decides then.
"Well if so then you should look less intense, I'm trying to sleep." Jyn mumbles into his arm snuggling into his shoulder and closing her eyes again. Cassian openly grins now, it's so liberating to be able to stare at her, or to touch her, or to kiss her without the fear of her reaction. Because after yesterday he knows it's mutual, that she wants him as much as he wants her and… it's the best day on this frozen rock planet Cassian has in …forever. So, he fully exploits the new balance between them and bends to kiss her just below her earlobe. He can feel her tremble and it's even more liberating and … arousing.
"You know you have a briefing this morning?" Cassian whispers closely to her ear.
"Am I late?" Jyn asks opening one eye on him. Cassian looks at her and kisses her again, now more deliberately dragging his stubble down her neck earning an approval moan form her. The feeling inside him is hot pure wanting and he is astonished how strong this feeling is.
"Not yet." He murmurs next to the skin of her neck, she is angling her head to give him more space for his small ministrations. "Would you like to be late?"
"It depends on the kind of delay." Jyn whispers distracted by Cassian's lips on her neck and his hands in places where…well the coherent thoughts are not being formed in her mind…when he has his hands there.
"I have some ideas." Cassian starts but then he stops kissing her and his hands are back in the safe zone and Jyn almost screams in protest. "But unfortunately, I have to go, I need some place to be." And Cassian is starting to get up from the bed. Jyn is looking at him her eyes wide and her body flushed and absolutely not ready to let him go.
"Hey that's not fair, you can't promise a girl something and then leave." Jyn makes a face at him and Cassian is almost convinced to get back to bed. But this is too much fun.
"I can't?" He asks leaning into her and instead of kissing her he just grabs his shirt form under the bed. Jyn's eyes flashes with anger and then something else ignites there. Two can play in that game.
"No, you can't." She starts her voice all sweet and innocent but her hand is travelling lower on Cassian's still bare chest and, well, it's convincing. "The girl could be very mad at you."
Her hand is very, very convincing and Cassian abandons the attempt to put on his shirt. There is no need for clothes now, at least for some time. This time he actually leans into Jyn and speaks next to her lips. "Oh yeah, we don't want that. She's kind of scary when she's mad." And then he kisses her all thoughts of leaving forgotten.
Later that morning Cassian finally scrambles to his feet and starts to get dress. It's kind of complicated because his clothes are haphazardly scattered around the room and mixed up with Jyn's but he doesn't mind actually. He didn't pay much attention where he peeled his clothes last night and judging by the smile on Jyn face she's quite amused as well. After some time Cassian locates almost all his garments and now he's sitting on the bed strapping his boots when Jyn leans to him.
"To be honest I like you better without your clothes on." Jyn sits on the bed covered only in the sleeping blanket and that is a massive distraction to Cassian's still fuzzy and oversexed mind. But he's trying very hard to actually leave her room. As much as he doesn't want to do it, he knows that there are some things outside this bubble of joy which Jyn's room happen to become last night, he needs to attend to. You have duties, Cassian get over yourself. But the thoughts of Jyn's hair falling loosely in all direction around her face and her bare shoulders are the sight that makes him lose it again. Almost.
"Good to know," He says to her and looks in her eyes, another mistake, her green eyes are pulling him in again and he has to garb the brim of the bed as not to fulfill the silent promises that he can see in her eyes. "But now I need to go because we'll be both late for the meeting."
Jyn looks at him and suddenly sobers up from the former desire. Then a beautiful flush creeps on her cheeks which Cassian finds even more exciting than her previous words. And then slightly confused Jyn asks him something that he was half expecting to hear since he woke up in her bed.
"Cassian, are we a secret or something?
"What makes you say that?" He asks her, he knows why she's asking him that, he only wants to know if someone was explaining her the rules or did she find them herself.
"Lots of things, but one is a specific chapter in Rules and Regulation to The Intelligence." She answers him honestly and Cassian doesn't know if he wants to laugh at laud or he should give her credits for actually trying to do something 'by the book'.
"Did you actually read this?" He asks her laughingly. It was so long time ago when he actually had read that.
"Only the chapter considering interoffice relationships," She answers frankly not really looking at Cassian, she's extremely cute when she is embarrassed Cassian thinks and then Jyn finishes. "And the one about punishments for disobeying orders."
"Oh," Cassian is actually amused and surprised at the same time. " Have you been planning on seducing a fellow officer? Because the disobeying orders, I know, you must have read because you disobeyed most of them."
"So funny." Jyn grumbles at him but her eyes are serious, she really wants to know where are they in this mess that they created in their life.
"It's funny." Cassian admits but then he's earnest as well. "But to be serious, do you want to have another direct supervisor and a long lecture on how inconvenience the interoffice relationships are?
"Not necessarily." Jyn answers honestly and then looks into his eyes her face serious and her eyes a little scared. And then she says quietly. "but YOU are staying, we didn't make a bigger mess last night?" And Cassian smiles then, he reaches and caresses her cheek, Jyn closes her eyes for a brief moment enjoining the smile pleasure. It's like the best answer but Cassian says it anyway. "Of course, I'm staying, the mess was here long before this amazing thing happened. So, a little sneaking around is in need, can you keep a secret?" He asks her and Jyn smiles a wicked smile and scoots closer to him on the bed, she leans closer to him and whisper into his ear.
"The question is can you?" She whispers into his ear her breath tingling his neck and making him shiver involuntarily at the pulling sensation in the lower parts of his body, it takes all his training not to grab her and … to be late…or to be extremely late.
"Because I like the idea of sneaking around with you." She finishes and kisses him lightly behind the ear, the blanket that was safely secured around her somehow slips and Cassian is again tempted to postpone the meeting until …well Hoth unfroze.
"If you don't stop doing that we will never leave this room." He warns her but his head lolls to the side without him really doing that, giving her more space for her lips. It's amazing what she can do to him just because she's near.
"I'm not doing anything." She whispers against his neck and Cassian groans almost painfully when he forces himself to stand form the bed. Jyn pouts at him and this is a sight that it's almost Cassian's undoing, but he sets his mind and forces himself to take a step back from the green eyed temptation. He will make her pay for his suffering this evening he promises himself. There is something flashing in his eyes because Jyn only smirks and shrugs her arms and secure the blanket around herself.
"Sure you are not doing anything, now you better start putting your clothes on and I should better go. See you at the briefing." Cassian says from the door.
"Yes captain." She mocks him and gets up from the bed and starts walking to the fresher with her back to him she slips the blanket so her very necked back is exposed. Cassian is staring open mouthed at her shoulder blades and fighting the urge to gasp or grab something to stay in place. He's watching her almost necked body retrieving to the refresher.
"You did that on purpose." He almost accuses from the door his voice dark.
"Maybe." She says turning her head to him and smiling a smug smile, then the refresher door is closed behind her.
It's going to be one hell of a ride Cassian thinks and walks off the room.
A/N: There action is coming and it'll be here soon, now I needed fluff and I'm officially overfluffed.
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