I dont own any of this its all the brilliant S.M soo if you like it dont give me any of the credit cuz im just useing her characters the way i want to, this is just something to see what kind of reaction i people think its any good then well i'll keep writing but if you dont then let me know lol. Im sure spelling may be off in a few places but i will fix it the minute someone lets me know.
Soo i will stop talking now and let you get on with what you want.
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(BPOV)
I sat in the car and watched him walk away, what had I said to make him freak out like that ? things were going so well..or so i thought ther were at least, I had to know what made him freak, i had to know because i couldnt let the greatest thing in my life to this day walk away from me i wouldnt do it .
I got out of the car and was soaked to the bone in seconds , `` great Bella didnt think about the white t-shirt in the poaring rain with NO jacket did you!!``
i thought to myself as i ran after him, i reached out and grabbed his arm." Edward " he pulled away from me, "Edward look at me" he wouldnt turn and by this point i was beyond upset and could feel the angry tears pouring down my face.
"Edward please what did i do?" my voice was cracking when i spoke. great come on Bella dont be such a fucking pussy i said to myself .
I thought back to what had happend, we were just sitting and haveing fun talking about our familes and friends and then when the pizza was brought to the table and the waiter asked if we needed anything else and i ordered 2 beers that was when he---
WAIT!! the look on his face when he said to me you should drink 2 beer and i said one was for him had to mean something . I mean i kept at him , i wanted him to drink with me and he kept declineing simply saying that he had to drive me home and he didnt think my father being a police officer would approve of it!!
that was how i ended up here wasnt it?? it was because i kept at him and wouldnt give up, He never drank i knew that i had seen him at Emmett's parties all the time and no matter when it was he always had a pop or something with him , it was NEVER alcohol..... but why??
"Edward please look at me" i was begging him and it must have worked because he slowly turned around to look at me and with tear filled eyes let out a long strangled sigh "Bella i have to tell you something".