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It was a typical Saturday morning sunny and quiet nothing has been the same since that night six months ago. It was too quiet and I had no one that I could have a laugh with anymore it just didn't seem like home and that is why my parents are shipping me off to my own little house in Forks, its not that far away but they feel I need to stand on my own two feet and live life the way I want to, I'm just wondering if this is the right thing to do at all.

I know I'm parked outside my house but this seem to surreal, I just can't take this in, they bought me our old house in forks, I knew they were slightly mad but this really does take the biscuit if you know what I mean. I know this is supposed to make me happy and independent but its dragging up old memories and the pain that they are trying to erase.

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The house was just as I remembered apart from it had a fresh lick of paint and its own recording studio, boy they thought this out. Tomorrow it is the beginning of a new start one that I am glad to welcome.

"Hey mom, you have really transformed this place, you could be right this could be what I need, love ya talk soon ok."

Its only going to be a short time before she rings, she has probably been worrying about what I'll think about the house since I left this morning well that's Renee, very protective and flourishes when it comes to decorating.

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RING RING !

"Hello, mom is that you ?"

"Lexy, how do you like it? Is it what you expected do you think…?"

"Mom, calm down its fine, I love it, its just what I need thanks."

It was clear by what I could hear that my mom was beaming with happiness it just seemed to flow through the phone.

"Mom I'm going to now got to go check out the rest of the house. Talk to you soon, Bye."

By the time I finished looking around the house it was past ten and I had school tomorrow so I darted off to my room slipped into my pj's jumped into bed with my note book ready to write a few lyrics to a whole new song to start a whole new life.

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LPOV

"Shit, where are my keys." I looked down at the fruit bowl to see the keys to my sisters truck hanging on a banana, at last I had found them. It was my first day at school and I was so nervous.

I pulled up in the students car park and it was obvious I was late there was no one to be seen. I was dashing to my first lesson which thankfully was Art so I could relax a little. I seemed to be invisible to these people the only person that looked happy to talk to me was a girl named Alice who reminded me of the beautiful, joyful and energetic pixies I heard about in fairytales as a child, but this didn't bother me I was thankful that some one was going to at least give me a chance.

"So Lexy, where you from?" her voice was so sweet I couldn't imagine anyone ever getting annoyed at her.

"Well, I'm originally from Forks but my parents moved to England when I was five and now I'm back in Forks." Well durr like that wasn't obvious I mean I wouldn't be in this class otherwise. Damb I can be so stupid.

"Wow what is it like over there?"

"Pretty much the same as being in Forks apart from it rains less, well, not a lot less."

It seemed as though we had been talking for only seconds but the lesson was over and I had to get to my next class. So I grabbed my bag and dashed off to English to the sound of Alice in the background.

"See you at Lunch."

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APOV

Wow , that girl is something different, her energy, her scent its the strongest I have ever felt, even stronger than Bella's all those years ago. She even reminds me of Bella by the way she dashes off. I have got to go tell the others.

"Hey guys you would never guess what, there is this girl…"

"Yes, we know and you shouldn't have invited her to sit with us she is not welcome, she is not safe, you should know that." Edwards voice seem to boom through my ears was this all because of the pain he caused Bella two years ago before she moved back with her parents.

"Well Edward it is just to late she is already here." At this point I felt like I had won, there was nothing they could do to stop Lexy sitting with us.

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LPOV

I know Alice invited me but I can't help but feel I am intruding and an outcast. I mean they all seemed so beautiful, so perfect, and I was a normal, boring, plain girl, I have nothing on them, I'm just me.

If it wasn't just me being nervous the feeling that just hit me like a ton of bricks confirmed it, all but Alice didn't want me there and to them I was an intruder, but for some reason when I looked towards Alice's brother Edward who was sitting next to her, I could see he was unhappy and annoyed but his face and his eyes comforted me like a teddy would comfort a small child. Edward was gorgeous his skin so smooth and pale, his body so slender yet it was toned and perfect, he was a god, and if it wasn't for me looking at him I would have guessed some one changed Snow Whites gender.

I had to say something I couldn't stand this, I could feel the tears building up.

"It is obvious you don't want me here, it is obvious I am not welcome at the table of perfection." I paused there for a moment then I swiftly left, skipping my last lesson Biology and recollecting Alice's last words.

"Lexy, don't go they are only playing. Look what you have done, hope your happy with yourselves you heartless beast."

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I was home, safe and alone again. Today started off so well but only ended in disaster. What did I do? What is wrong with me? Why do they hate me? I could answer all those questions, but for now it was time to go into my recording studio and the song I had started to write last night and finished just now. I wouldn't let them destroy my life, it was only just starting. Life is tough but I must work through the ups and the downs or I will be back to square one and then no one will be able to help.

I'm only gonna let you kill me once,

I'm only gonna let you kill me then some,

I'm only gonna let you kill me,

once, once, once yea

The recording session was finishes and I was tired, time to go to bed and contemplate what I was going to do tomorrow, I couldn't face them especially Edward apart from his anger I would only embarrass myself by staring, my only friend Alice was the only person I felt at home with it felt like we had known each other for years.

Dream

I was running, the fastest I can ever remember running when I notice Bella in the crowd. It was definitely Bella I knew her like the back of my hand she was wearing her green top with her plain dark blue jeans. I don't think she can see me but I have I'm focused on her I must get to her quickly, but I can't it is to crowded and I can't breath, it's just too crowded, and I can't breath.

"Bella , Bella , I can't get to you come to me, please Bella, come here."

Everything has gone black I can't see her, where is she.

"Bella where are you? Bella."

There was nothing, nothing at all , and then out of no where a pair of fire red beaming eyes were staring at me. They were throwing hate and anger at me at a strength I had never felt before. It was so intense so pure. As I stared into the demons eyes it grew closer and closer and when it was right near my face it lunged towards me with its sharp fangs revealed.