September 23 2011 6:30 p.m
Wow I need to get a grip on myself! Seriously I tell this amazing, funny, cute, nice, caring, guy I like him and just my luck he likes me back a bit too! But then I screw it ALL up! he likes my friend he probably thinks I'm just trying to make sure he likes me instead of her but here's the catch I actually REALLY like him ! I'm not just trying to make sure he doesn't like her and like me instead I actually REALLY like this guy! And then this is where it gets messed up pretty quick! I start telling him how I've admired him and then I start sounding like a stalker and then I explain to him how I've liked him since like weeellll let me see here since like the 1st day of school but I've only gotten to really know him since like 3 days ago ! So when I say I like him then he just starts thinking I'm weird so now he thinks I'm a stalker AND a dork ! So then I just randomly calmly say what ya doin? And now he won't even respond to me and here are my reasons why
he could be eating dinner (this is the time he usually does)
His phone could of died (doubt it)
Or either he could be ignoring me because I'm a desperate sounding dork!
Yup that's my life. Pretty weird huh? Well I don't really care what people think of me I just ignore the haters and live my life like the haters aren't there. So anyway you're probably wondering who this weird girl is and what is her problem? Yeah,Yeah I know that's the most common question I get well finally I'm gonna tell someone about me all the drama in my life and most importantly Just about my life ! Well 1st off I'm going to answer the 1st question Who am I you ask well I'm Chloe, Chloe Martin I just moved to the small town of Abboft (I know a very stupid name) but I have to live here my dad's work transferred us here he's a lawyer I didn't even know lawyers hade to move for there jobs but apparently they do because I'm stuck here in a town full of corn fields. Well like I was saying in my journal above I'm a total dork but this guy,Christian,I like, Like A LOT ! But Oh! Wait 1 minute Christian texted me back! ~ I'm back, Well turns out Theory A) was correct, he was eating dinner. Well now I guess I have to mention other important people in my life now ummmmm
Oh Sarah she's amazing, pretty, and my best friend for life! I mean she like totally gets me! and doesn't cause a whole bunch of drama like Ellie,Ellie has stolen 2 guys from me already but I'm winning one back ! at least I'm trying. I mean she's not even THAT nice and she's not pretty so why do all these guys like her you ask ? Well that's something I wish I knew cause really I have no idea ! Oh, Well guess I'll just find out another day oh I g2g have to focus all my typing on Christian now since now he's texting me back! Bye-Bye Ttyl =) xoxo
Chloe!