Blaine awoke in a cold sweat. Phantom touches of the strange Dom's hands invaded his dreams. It had been a week since he had gone to Eli's, the Dom he met online, house. A week since he ran into another Dom's arms to keep himself from floating away. But to Blaine's dismay the one night stand had left him even more broken, even more unstable. It didn't help that Kurt hadn't called since the night before the hook-up. He didn't even know what Blaine had done. He didn't know how bad his sub had been.
Blaine turned over and buried his tear-stained faced into his pillow. He tried to calm himself down but instead his breaths became even shorter and more tears fell onto his cheeks. Blaine let out a sob when he realized no amount of self-calming would work. He needed a Dom, he needed his Dom, he needed Kurt.
Hours later Blaine was sitting nervously at the airport gate. He had skipped school to pick up an early afternoon flight to New York. He had moved up his plane tickets for a week earlier. He wasn't sure what Kurt would say about Blaine showing up on his doorstep a week early, but this was Blaine's last resort. If this didn't work Blaine would have nothing left to hold onto.
Thankfully, Kurt's address had been sent to Blaine weeks before so it was easy to find a cab to take him to Bushwick. When the cab dropped Blaine off in front of a dingy apartment building Blaine felt his stomach fall into his feet. What was he doing here, if Kurt didn't want to talk to him on the phone he sure as hell wouldn't appreciate him showing up out of the blue. Blaine's hands began to tremble. This was a mistake; Kurt didn't want to be his Dom anymore. Blaine felt his legs grow week beneath him. He was about to turn and run all the way back to Ohio until a familiar voice called out his name.
"Blaine?"
Blaine spun around to see Kurt walking down the sidewalk. He was wearing a pair of dark jeans and a shirt that matched his beautiful blue eyes. His hair was coiffed high on his head and his satchel was slung over his muscular arm. Blaine nearly fainted at the sight.
"Blaine, what are you doing here?" Kurt asked as he ran up to Blaine and pulled him into a hug.
Blaine's throat tightened and tears welled up in his eyes. It had been so long since he had been in Kurt's arms.
"I…I know I am a week early but I…" Blaine began his voice watery.
"Shh, it's ok I am glad you are here. Come on lets go up stairs!" Kurt said as he pulled Blaine up the four-floor walk up.
Kurt rambled as they walked up the stairs pulling Blaine behind him. Blaine wasn't even listening as he spoke. All he could focus on was the warm, familiar hand keeping him from running away.
As they reached Kurt and Rachel's apartment Blaine felt his voice come back to him.
"I'm really sorry for coming a week early Kurt. I just…I just really missed you." Blaine hoped that Kurt could here the words unsaid.
Kurt smiled and pulled Blaine against him. "I am glad you came, but do you wanna tell me why you are here?"
Blaine felt his heart beat quicken. Kurt hadn't ordered him to tell him. But maybe that order would never come.
"I…I…" Blaine stammered but was quickly cut off by Kurt's lips on his.
Blaine immediately submitted to Kurt, letting his mouth fall open and his Dom's tongue to skim across his teeth. Kurt hands began to ruck up Blaine's sweater. His fingers began to trace along his hipbones. It was everything Blaine wanted but not what he needed.
Blaine pulled back from the kiss causing Kurt to suck in a harsh breath. "Baby, what's wrong?"
Blaine felt his eyes well up with tears once again as he stared into Kurt's eyes. "I've been a bad sub."
"Blaine, what do you mean?" Kurt asked, the lack of authority in his voice made Blaine want to scream.
"Kurt I need a Dom and ever since you've been in New York I feel like…I feel like I've been forgotten." Blaine whispered.
"Blaine, I haven't forgotten you I've just been busy." Kurt said making a grab for Blaine's hands.
Blaine pulled back and shook his head. "Kurt, you don't understand. I thought you didn't want to me my Dom anymore and I felt like if I didn't have someone be that for me that I would float away. I needed someone and he was there but it didn't help and…"
"Blaine, stop!" Kurt cut off Blaine's rambling confession with a quick and strong command.
Blaine shuddered a bit underneath Kurt's gaze.
"Who is he?" Kurt asked his voice low.
"He was just some guy." Blaine said, his voice full of tears.
"Don't lie to me Blaine." Kurt growled.
Blaine immediately dropped his gaze. "His name was Eli, he asked me to come over. I let him tie me up and we made out a bit but nothing else. I freaked out and left. I couldn't be someone else's sub."
Kurt didn't say a word instead he got up from the couch.
"Kurt! Sir, please. I'm sorry."
Kurt didn't responded as he opened the sliding door to his apartment and left.