It's okay…
Warnings: yaoi, (male x male relationships) suggestedabuse andrape.
Pairings: Jou x Seto
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh ... unfortunately
Chapter 1: ... to be here
"S-Seto!" Seto nibbled lightly on my neck and I felt him smirk at my moans, he really was such a tease.
"Want something, Katsuya?" I loved it when he called my that, only Seto is allowed to call me by that name.
I mumble something inaudible and he looks at me with a small smile.
"What's that puppy?" I turn crimson and repeat my words louder.
"Please, Seto, make love to me." He smiles and places a passionate kiss on my lips. I wrap my arms around him. "Don't disappear, Seto, I need you."
He hit me in the head with the chair again, I started to get dizzy and fell to the floor, he followed me down and pulled open my shirt. The strong scent of alcohol followed him everywhere and it fogged my senses, so dizzy.
"Please dad, don't!" the last part came out in a wail but he made no move to stop in his drunken rage.
"I'll scream! Someone will hear!" he moved down to my jeans and worked the buckle of me belt. He didn't hear me.
"Please, dad! I'm your son!" He thrust into me.
No one will ever hear me.
What if you could create a pain in order to replace an unbearable one? Don't you feel like you could forget the pain, if only for a moment? Of course there's no way you could erase pain just like that.
I walked into the classroom, like I always do, sat in the chair that I always sit in. Received greetings from the people that I always receive greetings from, and a smirk from the person I always get a smirk from. Monotony. Pain, monotony, pain… I fold my arms on my desk and lay my head on them letting out a slight sigh. I can feel eyes on me, who's? I don't know, but they want something. Lethargically I lift my head to glance around the room. Nothing. No eyes, nothing. I feel my eyes water.
"Mr. Jounouchi?" I raise my head to the voice; it's that of my math teacher, probably asking me for an answer to a question I don't know the answer to. "The answer, Mr. Jounouchi?" I feel my eyes start to fall closed, no even caring I lay my head back on the desk, who really cares weather I answer or not? I think I hear her huff and ask someone else the question, said person answers in a second, if I had the energy I'd turn my nose up at them, but I don't. I sigh. Sleep sounds good…
"Mutt! Oi!" Mutt? That sounds familiar… somehow I know that name. I shift a little but never open my eyes, to comfortable, too sleepy. "Get up." I lost all will to move my body felt so heavy like it wasn't even my own anymore, well, technically it wasn't, it was my fathers to do with as he wished. My left arm falls off the desk, that's the wrist with all the scars on it isn't it? I say wistfully in my head. I hear a gasp, probably from said person caused by the sight of the said wrist.
I feel a pair of arms wrap around me, I gasp internally, not having the strength to do so outwardly. I stay in the same position as the person held me, they were whispering incoherent things in to my ear, was this the voice of a man? Wasn't that a bit strange? To be whispered to by a man? I dismissed it as my brain playing tricks on me.
"Katsuya… please, please open your eyes." Was the person sobbing, I heard them choke back a sob. Why was this person crying for me?
"I love you Katsuya, so please wake up already." Katsuya… katsuya… was that… my name?
"It's okay for you to be here, Katsuya."
So there it was! poor Jou, please comment if you wish, Thankyou very much!