"Kurt was my anchor, Finn! And now that he is gone I just…I feel like I'm floating."
Blaine shivered as he opened his eyes. His wrists were still bound to headboard of his bed. He loved the moment of waking up after sex with his Dom. He loved feeling the warmth of Sir's body against his as he slowly came back to reality. He loved the safety of finding his wrist still bound. He loved the care Sir took after pushing him further and further.
"Hello beautiful." A soft voice, but familiar voice whispered in his ear.
"Hello sir." Blaine replied his voice raspy. A cup of cool water was brought to his lips.
"Better?" Sir asked.
Blaine nodded.
"I'm going to untie your wrists now." Kurt said as he reached up and tugged at the scarves.
Blaine gave a small pout that Kurt didn't see.
"Blaine?" Blaine sat up a bit at Kurt using his name and not the pet names he loved to use while being Sir.
"Yes, Sir?" Blaine questioned, not sure what was wrong.
"No, can I be Kurt for a second?"
Blaine nodded as he propped himself up against the headboard.
"Did you really mean what you said at school? Is it really ok if I go to New York?" Kurt asked, the insecurity in his voice making Blaine's heart break.
Blaine shot forward and made a grab for his Dom's hands. "Yes of course it is! I need you to be happy Kurt. I mean it when I said its killing me to see you here. You belong in New York."
Kurt gave Blaine a soft smile; "I know, but I don't want to leave you. I feel like if left it would make me a bad Dom."
Blaine sat back on slightly. He hadn't even thought of that. He hadn't thought of how much Kurt moving out of Ohio would change their relationship. Sure, when they first started dating Kurt was just Kurt and Blaine was just Blaine. But as they grew to know each other more it was more that clear that Blaine needed something more than just Kurt, and Kurt knew he wanted to be that something more. Kurt became Sir, and Blaine couldn't have been happier. Kurt was the one person that helped Blaine feel grounded. The one person that Blaine knew would be there for him no matter what. Kurt was Blaine's Dom and that simple title meant more than anything to Blaine.
"Blaine?" Kurt's voice stirred Blaine from his thoughts.
Blaine looked up at his Dom. Kurt's blue eyes were searching his own. His hands had switched from being held by Blaine's to now holding onto his subs.
"Blaine, I want to be your Dom. And as your Dom I have to take care of you first. If you don't want me to go to New York I won't". Kurt voice was soft but firm.
"I…I…" Blaine's thoughts were racing. "Sir, I want you to go to New York."
Kurt let out a breath, "Are you sure Blaine?"
Blaine nodded. "Of course I'm sure. And like you said before. We'll Skype every night. And I'll visit on weekends. Kurt, you need to be in New York. And soon I will be there too."
Kurt's smiled nearly blinded Blaine as his Dom attacked him with a hug. "Oh thank you! Thank you my beautiful boy!" Kurt squealed as he peppered Blaine's face with kisses.
Blaine let out a small laugh but couldn't help but shake the thought that everything was about to change.