A/N: Hey!! This is one of my two new stories. No, Captivity will not be canceled, just delayed. But enough of babble and onto the story!! XDXD
Disclaimer: Applies from here to the end of time: I dont' own anything. All characters are properties of respective owners. All unrecognizable characters are my own however, and are not to be used with out my permission.
Chapter one
You've been with me through all the ups and downs but then all of a sudden, you were gone.
Nothing more than a mere memory, painful and heavy on my heart.
I knew that what we had was going to end but I didn't know that it would end so suddenly and leave me so cold and full of sorrow.
The last words you said to me were " I'll be back in a few hours."
I didn't know that they would turn out to be a lie.
So many people tried to comfort me with their fake sympathy.
I knew all of them were happy that you were gone.
It meant that I was open game to tear and pick apart without anyone to protect me.
And I was right.
Right after that I was blamed for your death.
They started saying that if I hadn't changed you, distracted you, you would have come back.
I might not have been there but they made it seem like I was.
After a while I started thinking that I was there.
That I was the reason you were gone and never coming back.
But then I realized that it wasn't completely my fault.
If I hadn't listened to Superior and told you about the assignment, you would be here.
But of course, I'm just a puppet
A plaything that anyone can abuse and use in anyway they want to.
A stupid obedient dog that isn't supposed to fight back.
So I didn't.
I just stood there and let them abuse and mistreat me.
They took every bit of dignity that I had left.
I felt so defiled and used.
If you were alive, I wouldn't be able to face you after what happened.
I felt as though my heart had been ripped from me and thrown in my face.
I decided then and there that if there was a god, he hated me.
First he took you from me and then he stripped me of my dignity.
The only one who didn't torment me was Axel and that I was grateful for.
I guessed he knew what I was going through.
He had just lost Roxas too.
A/N: Next chapter to be up soon. R&R, please!!!