Who Knew!
RedStar, Varley990, Scarlett Harlot. (Sammy)
Disclaimer:Not mine, Instant Star belongs to... Someone and Who Knew belongs to Pink!
A/N: This is in not part of "Maybe I miss your body" I was lisenting to this song and came up with this little diddy of a story.
I walk in to the studio, I feel everyone's eyes on me. The yall saw what happened the last time I tried to record. That was three weeks ago, only a month since you left me. Kwest is my producer now, he was sitting there waiting for me to sing so he could record. Memories of you surrounded me. I ran in to the lobby, trippped and ended up oon my knees. Tears were pouring down my face. Over and Over I sobbed your name. Sadie knelled beside me and and held me, Kwest wraped us both in his arms. We sat there rocking, mouring your departure. Daruis told everyone to leave, they did. Portia sat down in front of me. I looked in to her eyes expecting to see vindication, instead I sawpity and acceptance. She whispred softly to me " You really loved him, didn't you?". My only reply, a broken version of your name and the nodding of my head. Sadie, Kwest and Portia got up at what must have been a comand from Daruis. I fell flat from my knees. I curled up like a small child hidding under tha bed. And still the tears didn't stop. Darius picked me up, he carried me to his office. He laid me down gently on the couch, the one that is the same shade as your eyes. I fell asleep dreaming of you.When he left he must have talked to my sister, she must have told him everything she knew. He asked a lot of people , then he told me, he would let you come back. He said he could understand our emotions. Now none of us speak you name aloud, for me however, it is a talismen. Your name gives me strengh.
I woke up, and found Darius had gotten me an apartment near G-Major. Sadie and me slept there that night. The next moring people brought my stuff. Kwest brought some of your things, clothes and cologne. He used his key to your apartment. He said it was okay you wouldn't get mad at him. I sleep every night in a pair of your boxers and one of your t-shirts. Haveing some form of you is all that keeps me sane. Some people brought papers, emansipation papers. My mom had signed them, My dad had signed them, even some lawyers signed them. So I signed them to, what else could I do? No one wanted me, not even you. So now before I go to court, before some judge tells me I'm a legel adult, I will once again brave this studio, face down all that wait for me to break down. I will do this, simply so I can sig you a song. I pray you hear it, Darius said that he would see that it is played everywhere they have radios. I have learned it in serval different langues. French first. I learned a lot of french, I thought that would make you proud of me. I reach the recording space and find my friends waitng. I start to sing, I close my eyes. An endless torent of memories assault me.
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
I belive in you. I will always belive in you.
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Some people whisper, I hear them, they say you'll never be back. They'er wrong.
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
I wanna touch you. I wanna be your friend. I want you to belive in me. I look up , Kwest is crying. Darius has his head down, his sholders shaking slightly. He too feels the pain that haunts G-Major and all those who love you and miss you so much.
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
I think about you everyday. I pray for you every night. But I no longer cry, I can't. I won't forget you, I can't.
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
That last kiss, it gives me hope. I know you'll come back. I need you. I don't know how much longer I can last. As I finish the song, I fall to my knees in tearlesssobs. I rember the night you left. You got in that car and some place deep inside of me screamed, my soul screamed in pain. Real phyical pain. It shred me. You looked back, you waved, but it looked more like you were trying to hold on, not letting go.
This is only a one shot. Please, please review. Pleae I will cry if you don't. :Breaks down in Jude like sobs: