Dan'd P.O.V
I stared at his eyes, deep blue eyes. They we're like ocean where I could drown everytime I looked them too long. I shooked my head and tried to get rid of those thoughts in my head. They just are not right for me. I can't though like that about him. I looked down at my cereals that Phil wouldn't feel uncomfortable with me staring at his eyes.
"So, do you have any plans for today?" Phil asked. I looked at him. He looked so happy with the big smile on his face while he pour some cereals in his bowl. I thought about an anwser for a while before i shooked mu head again. I kept my look down again trying to avoid Phil's look. "Great. I Thought we could go get some coffee with Chris and PJ, they said-"
"Thanks but no thanks", I said coldly cutting off Phil in the middle of a sentence. I didn't even look at him as I stood up and went to my room shutting the door after me.
I smashed down to my bed and buried my head in to my pillow. This isn't fair. Phil doesn't have a clue what's going on, and I can't tell him anything. The truth is just haunting me, and I can't hide it anymore. I can't just go to coffee with Chris, PJ and Phil, I can't just smile with them like nothing would be wrong. Cause I don't know how long I can keep it together, how long I can keep smiling when my smile is already cracking in front of Phil.
Phil's P.O.V
I watched how Dan just went to his room and shut the door after him. He acted just bit too wierd, he normaly wouldn't say no just like that. And it's not just about today, it has going along for a while now. I left my cereals and went to Dan's door. "Dan, would you like to talk to me?" I asked trought the door.
"Why?" hes voice cracked and I knew somethinf was wrong. Dan wouldn't act like this if nothing wouldn't be wrong. I'm not stupid. Everybody with eyes could see the facts. I opened the door to see Dan on the bed, hes face buried in the pillow.
"Dan, are you okay?" I asked quietly, almost whispering. I couldn't hear any anwser, so I sat next to Dan on the bed. He looked up at me. Hes eyes filled with fear and sadness, like no one could help him. "Dan, why are you like this? Avoiding me?"
"Please, go away", he said and triedn to hold on the tears.
"Dan, this isn't fair. You don't tell me anything anymore, you just hide in your shell and never let anyone break it. While ago I thought I knew you, but I think I'm wrong", I said letting everything out and just waited Dan's reaction.
"Go away", he said again. I stood up an left the room shutting the door after me. If Dan don't let me help him, I can't help him. That's just the way it is.