He's ice. Only... not as fragile and far less likely to be melted. He can't FEEL anything, and still can do better than me. Nothing phases him- it's all relevant. I don't think he can feel anymore, not after blocking himself off for so many years...
He rages and storms, unable to stop. He's like a forest fire- highly out of control. He'll brun through you and you'll love the warmth, until he moves on leaving a swarth of destruction in his wake. I've seen it happen to some of the other children. He'll pay some heed to them and they'll bask in it... but he always comes back to me. All his anger and raging fire... comes back to me.
I can't stand him, I really can't. I'll try, sometimes. I gave up trying after a while. He's impossible... really. How could anyone stand him? And why did he have to be better than me anyway? Why did the fates and god decide he must preside over me? How and when did I do something wrong?
Why must he follow me around like a hateful- but still needy- puppy?
He's cold, caculating, wouldn't feel emotion if it hit him upside the head with a heavy iron skillet...
He's immature, far too hateful and WAY too needy...
Is too perfect, painfully so...
Has so many little flaws they add up to one giant one...
Is far too cute, I mean, he still plays with toys...
Looks definably like a girl (Which was not the reason I kept his picture for all those years mind, for he was never lovely in my eyes. Oh no, it was just because I didn't want to forget the face of my rival so I could know it was him when he returned-- even if I did already have it comitted to memory), if only his eyes weren't so fanatic and hard...
Is ice-cold...
Is far too hot to even imagine touching...
The supior attittude, the way of looking at me as if to say he knows he's better than me and I should know it too...
His way of looking at me with hate boiling in his eyes...
Is all together far too aloof...
Is in dire need of mental help because he lets his emotions get the better of him far too often and will probably die because of that in our line of work...
So...
So...
... Why do I love him?
Kinda short... Reviews make me insanely happy.