I sat at my desk trying so hard not to focus on my partner. It seemed impossible but she is so beautiful how can anyone not want her. I knew she was dating someone and she seemed happy but I deserved her. Not that jerk, ok I'm lying he is a good guy but damn it I want her.

"So how's Jake doing?" I ask looking up at her.

She smiled. That amazing angelic smile I wanted to kiss "He is picking me up soon," She looks up at me. Those eyes. Those amazing brown eyes "It's our one year anniversary"

"Congrats" I say smiling a little just to be nice and I quickly look down at my file. God I hope this guy treats her the way she should be treated.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.

Maybe he won't find out what I know

You were the last good thing about this part of town.

She left at 8 for her date. Damn I hate Jake. I want her. I need her. He is rich and good looking why does he need to date her. Why her?

I leave the precinct and go home. I want to go to bed with her but I crawl in alone. Not even bothering to take off my jeans cause I know I'm going to be called in for a case. That is how miserable I am.

I toss and turn for what seemed like a century. Jake better not be touching her right now. I want to punch off that smile off his face. Olivia is always talking about his smile and how sweet and caring he is. I hate his smile. I hate him. I love her.

When I wake up,

I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget that you hate,

Him more than you notice.

I wrote this for you. (For you so...)

I come into work and sit down at my desk like every morning. There she is. My love. My angel. She gets coffee and sits across me.

"How was your date?"

"Amazing" She answers with a huge grin. Fuck. Her date was amazing. I think she is amazing.

He doesn't even have to try anymore. She is in love with him. I hate this. I hate this so bad.

You need him. I could be him...

I could be an accident but I'm still trying.

That's more than I can say for him.

We got our case finished early and she goes to be with Jake and I go home. I hate it that she loves him. I hate her love for him. I hate it. I fall asleep hating him. Hating the man that loves the love of my life.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.

Maybe he won't find out what I know

You were the last good thing about this part of town.

I woke up in the afternoon. I had nowhere to be. I should have made a move when she was single. Now it's too late. She is in love and I am single and miserable. I should have done something to tell her how much love I have for her.

Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...

But for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up,

With pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon.

I go to the park and if by miracle I spot her sitting on a bench. She is alone. Where is Jake? Maybe he left her? I start walking toward her and stop spotting Jake.

This cant be happening. Why is he on one knee? Maybe he is tying his shoe. Damn it Elliot no one ties their shoe with a ring in their hand. Why is he holding a ring and on one knee in front of Olivia. Why? Why me? Why him and her? Why not her and me?

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.

Maybe he won't find out what I know

You were the last good thing about this part of town.

She smiles that Mona Lisa smile. I see her smile widely and nod. Jake smiles and puts on that very huge ring on her gentle hand. He knows how lucky he is. I know how lucky he is. I hate my luck. I just lost the love of my life to a god damn actor.

A/N: Haha i thought the actor thing would be funny so i had to do it! Please leave reviews!