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Summary: Kai is sick of his life. He recalls what he despises. Will Rei stop Kai from killing himself or will he fail?

"What?" - Chapter 1

What is a life, just your play-set, what am I just your lab rat, for your twisted experiments? You who I called my family... Hah! For that I was mistaken. You are a sick twisted man who killed his daughter and son-in-law for your sick games and the joy of the sight of blood. The screams of my parents still haunt my dreams, those unearthly screams that make me show my weaknesses, that make me cry out in my sleep and cause my friends to worry about me.

So here I am standing on the balcany of my hotel room, in the rain, thankfully, for my eyes are full of tears. "I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!" I scream at the top of my lungs. I don't mind if anyone heard me, it dosen't matter, nobody can stop me from what I'm about to do.

I stand on the wall and let myself slip, then I hear a voice calling my name " Kai, what are you doing?" I turn to see the neko-jin I had come to enjoy the company of. "It's too late Rei, you can't save me, no one can. I c..can't keep having to live my life knowing my life b..belongs to somone else." I choked. I couldn't help it. I must sound so weak to him.

"You don't have to do this, please don't do it! Its not your time to die."

"I'm sorry Rei." I smile my first genuine smile. With that I fall backwards, I hear him scream but I can't hear what.

So what am I now Grandfather, Hm? I know what I am.

I'm free.

My sister tells me I'm continuing this. You guys agree? Leave a review and tell me. OK?