Hey, yes now I've got 4 stories. But I love this one too much not to put it in. I hope you do to. It's a tiny bit cruel, but it helps the story flow better. Hope you enjoy and review please!
Rachel Berry was never going to become a Lima Loser. She was way too talented. Sometimes she was loud and obnoxious and rubbed her talent in others faces, but she was the future star everyone knew it. No one would admit it though so instead they bullied her, they slushied her. They wanted to break her so she had no more talent left. They wanted her to become a Lima Loser like the rest of the student body in McKinley. It was mean, it was plain cruel but they continued and no one helped her, no one bothered, no one cared. They all thought she was strong enough to take care of herself. They were sadly mistaken.
Lucky for Rachel she knew how to act. Every morning she would wake up just before school with a frown on her face; she had no more goals so what was the point of waking up early. She would enter the walls of her high school ready to be torn down by everyone, but with the smile on her face...fake smile. She got slushied, shoved into lockers, she was called names and she was taunted. She still had that fake smile on throughout the day. Then she hopped into her car.
She sometimes cried, she sometimes thought and sung but she felt as if she was dying. Kurt and Mercedes seemed to be her only friends left. With an added bonus of Blaine, they helped her at times. All she ever wanted was to be accepted.
Overtime Glee soon became different. It wasn't special, not to Rachel anymore. It was hell; she didn't care about it anymore. She gave her solos to Mercedes and she made sure they went to Mercedes. Then everyone started to call her a Sore Loser even Mr Schuster. Mercedes was embarrassed, but Rachel was used to it. Her friends, Kurt, Blaine and Mercedes were the only ones she could ever feel safe with. Mr Schuster pretended to be concerned, he always just sent her to Ms Pillsbury.
They came second to Dalton in Regional's. Shock! Horror! Not really. Rachel didn't have a solo yet they all blamed her, every single one of them and all she was doing was swaying in the back half- enthusiastically.
Santana was a bitch at heart.
Brittany followed whatever 'sanny' wanted.
Lauren didn't care about anyone or anything.
Puck (not Noah) lost Rachel's trust; the good man was gone replaced with the badass.
Tina wanted attention.
Mike and Matt kept to themselves, but never helped. She sometimes saw guilt in their eyes.
Artie was too up himself.
Sam stood up for her sometimes but it was half-hearted.
Finn and Quinn has caused so much pain in her life. Bastards!
Rachel used to feel sorry for Quinn, but lately she didn't deserve a second thought. She just wanted to punch that golden girl. After Regional's Rachel hardly ever turned up for glee. Heck! She didn't even come to school. Her perfect attendance record was ripped to shreds. In glee she always sat in the corner, up in the back, by herself, bored. She stared at the clock, at the window and her phone (texting Blaine and Kurt) anything to keep her from going mad. She never sang in glee, she never danced; she just swayed in the back, being a nobody... oh! Wait! She already was.
She stopped singing all together, she stopped vocal classes, she stopped choir for church, and she even stopped all the dance classes she had. Rachel stayed in Glee for a reason unknown to even herself. Maybe it was because it was her that really drove this club from the beginning. Quinn 'bitch' Fabray started getting solos and Mercedes started getting annoyed. Nobody called her a sore loser; everyone assured her she'd het the nest solo, funny how that never happened. A few weeks later after that Mr Schue assigned Rachel a duet solo, she most definitely didn't want.
Flashback:
It was the third glee lesson of the week, however it was Rachel's first. She took her usual seat at the back corner. Everyone stared at her as if she was in their territory; they always do that now day, so Rachel expected nothing less from them. She hadn't spoken in the glee room since regionals.
"Ok, guys, I know that we didn't make it to National's this year, but, we still get to perform, Rachel, I have a solo for you" Mr Schue announced.
"No" Rachel simply replied, she didn't sing, not anymore.
"It's a duet with Finn," Mr Schue said stunned obviously not realising the change in behaviour, or not caring.
"As not tempting as that offer sounds I'm going to have to decline" Rachel replied once again rolling her eyes this time.
"Don't be an ass Rachel, I know you still love me, do it for me, with me." Finn said smugly. A few people rolled their eyes, so did Rachel.
"No! And Hudson you may think I loved you, but you were my rebound guy after Jesse. I'm glad you broke up with me, because I was soo close to doing it myself cause you just continued to annoy me all day, every day." Rachel said the words flowing right out of her mouth and to her it felt good. Everyone else was just stunned, she obviously had kept thinking about this for a long time.
"Burn" Puck said to Finn laughing.
"Die in a hole, Puckerman!" Rachel said to him. He was speechless.
"HEY! Don't say that to anyone, got it Man-Hands?" Santana told Rachel.
"Ok Santana, die in a hole" Rachel said bored by this conversation.
"Stubbers take that back"
"You told me not to say it to anyone, so instead, I said it to a bitch" Rachel explained calmly.
"Ok! That's it lemme at her, you going down Berry. Imma go all Lima Heights on you" Santana said furiously.
"Yea remember the last time you did that, you got kicked on your lesbian butt" Rachel said trying to push Santana to attack. It worked as Santana leaped onto Rachel, who simply dodged causing Santana to tumble down the few chairs. She got back up and tried to punch Rachel missing entirely because she was already winded. Rachel kicked Santana and she stumbled down. "Ok I give" Santana surrendered who held her bruised head and had limped back to her seat.
"Do you have anything to add?"Mr Schue asked sternly.
"Actually yes, I mean this as nicely as possible," Rachel began. A few looked frightened. "Santana you're a bitch enough said, your girlfriend acts all nice and innocent, but we both know you've corrupted her. Artie deserves her more than you do even though, he's an obnoxious twat" All three people mentioned had their mouths wide open.
"RACHEL!" Mr Schue started.
"Shut up, this is my turn, I'm returning the nice favour of the back talk, okay, where was I? Lauren your fine you kicked the Latina's ass and you're leading on a self-obsessed sex-shark. Puck I don't give a shit about you. Tina stop being the attention whore, it's really annoying. Mike and Matt are fine I suppose. Sam, thank you for sometimes defending me." Lauren, Mike, Matt and Sam smiled weakly, while the other two joined the others with their mouths open in shock.
"Do you have anything to say to me?" Quinn asked harshly.
"Well because you asked, sooooooo nicely, Ice Queen, let me break it down for you. You're a slut, a cheat, I always felt sorry for you but I wish sometimes you would just go away and leave me the hell alone, I used to dream that you died in child birth, I can't even believe I'm telling you this because, yes it's cruel but you deserve it. You all do. I hate you Quinn Fabray. I hate you. I HATE THIS STUPID CLUB!"
"RACHEL, just because you didn't get a solo at Regional's doesn't mean you're allowed to act this way," Mr Schue said knowing they'd already screwed up.
"Oh, don't you start with you sympathy. First I willingly gave my solos up. I didn't sing, I chose zero numbers and how many pieces of choreography did I create? Oh! Wait none. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING, AND YET YOU IDIOTS THINK ITS OK IT JUST RACHEL 'MAN-HANDS BERRY, LETS BLAME THIS SHIT ON HER , WHEN ALL SHE FUCKING DOES IS SWAY IN THE BACK."Rachel screamed.
"Take all of what you said back or leave and come back tomorrow with a better attitude"
"DONT YOU GET IT, your honestly the worst teacher I've ever had , you never do anything anyone wants to do, you're the most arrogant guy I've ever met, no wonder Ms Pillsbury dumped you."
""RACHEL LEAVE! And change for tomorrow"
"No, I'll leave gladly, but don't expect me back tomorrow, I quit!"
"BUT..."
"Oh now you care, well now I don't, stay the hell away from me" Rachel ordered and calmly walked out of the door finding Jacob outside with a video camera. She didn't care, she walked straight passed.
End of Flashback
A few hours later the video of Rachel telling of Glee was everywhere Facebook, YouTube, Blogs etc. Rachel deleted everyone from glee except Mercedes off her friends list. This was her new start and no one was going to get in her way.
So what do you think YAY or NAY? So who do you think is a good couple choice for Rachel? Just to clarify Rachel will be helping Dalton's glee club but she stays in McKinley. So please review and feedback will be greatly appreciated. THANKS for reading.
