Dear diary, my name is Stacy Hirano and I kinda have a big crush on my my friend Candace. She is my best friend. She has always been there for me. Yet still I'm scared to tell her how i feel. Candace is always talking about this boy she likes named Jeremy. I'm not gonna lie, It really makes me jealous but it makes her happy to talk about him so i play along, I mean its time spent with her none the less. I'm worried if i come out to her she'll think I'm weird or something and not talk to me anymore, Candace isn't like that but its still a fear i have none the less.

She means the world to me, We share a love for a lot of the same things like Horror movies, Cute clothes, And Ducky Momo just to name a few. She is also my video game buddy. She doesn't really like to play but she does because she knows it means a lot to me that we are spending time together doing something i love, Candace is a total sweetie like that. I'm thinking of confessing my feelings this weekend when I spend the night with her for a sleepover. I'll keep you up to date with the details.

HUGE UPDATE. Last night was the best night of my life. When I arrived at Candace's place, She informed me that the rest of her family is out of town visiting Linda's parents and we have the house to ourselves. She opted out of the trip for some "Girl time". At that moment i knew for better or worse tonight will be the night i confess my feelings for her. We head up to her room where we are going to watch "The increasingly terrifying house 7" since we both share a love for bad horror movies.
"I though it would be more comfortable up here laying on my bed instead of sitting on that old sofa mom refuses to throw out." Candace said to me as my heart started to race faster and faster.
"I agree hehe" I said as a nervous laugh slipped out.
We start the movie and we where making fun of how bad it is. About that time i decide to test the water's by putting my arm around her.
"Is the movie really that scary to you Stace, I'm here for you." Candace told me in a soft friendly tone.
My mind was starting to race. "Don't be a wuss Stacy" I though to myself.
About that time a sudden wave of confidence shot through me. That moment was the point of no return for my little en-devour. Without hesitation I leap forward and Kiss my sweet Candace. The kiss felt like is lasted a lifetime but in reality it was only about ten seconds. As soon as the kiss ended Candace fell back onto her bed out of shock, I hovered over her, our eye's locked, The only thing i could hear in the heat of the moment was the sound of our breathing and all i could feel was the rapid beating of our hearts. Before I could manage to say anything Candace rose up and returned the favor with her own kiss. I was speechless.
"Candace... I...I." I managed to get those words out.
"what took you so long." Candace fired back with a sultry tone in her voice.
"D... Do you mean what i think I mean." I asked while in my heart i knew the answer.
"I've had a crush on you since middle school, I guess I eventually figured it was a lost cause and started to pursue Jeremy. I'm I'm just so happy you feel the same way Stace. I love you." Candace said as she started to cry.
I proceed to start kissing her neck and trying to be sexy and playful. We then spend the rest of the night making out, Cuddling, And enjoying being with each other. And if you are wondering if we went any further than that, That is for me and my new Girlfriend to know and you to never find out ;) .
xoxoxo- Stacy Hirano.