A/N: This is just a one shot that I was inspired to write by the song My Immortal by Evanescence. It takes place in the Daleks in Manhattan when the Doctor is telling the Dalek to shoot him. It's short but very angsty. WARNING MAJOR FEELS! My story Please will be updated tomorrow. Please review!
The Dalek was just floating in the air, unaware that it had just murdered many people. The Doctor's rage showed in his eyes and voice as he shouted at the Dalek,
"JUST KILL ME! LEAVE THEM ALONE AND KILL ME!" He pounded on his chest. He didn't care, he almost wanted the Dalek to shoot. Afterall she was gone. Rose had been torn away from him. His pink and yellow human was gone. Unnameable rage burned through his hearts, leaving a trail of misery behind. He pounded his chest, right where his two broken hearts were. Would the pain stop? If the Dalek shot him? Would the pain of losing Rose leave if he died, or would it haunt him in death too? The Doctor wondered about why he hated the Daleks. At first they had reminded him of his lost home and the horrific war. Then they awakened the anger of the trauma Rose had been though at the Game Station. Now, now they had taken Rose from him. She was gone because of them. The Doctor looked at Martha behind him. She fancied him, and he just ignored it. Didn't even try to explain to her that he was brokenhearted. He sighed and turned his gaze to the Dalek.
"EXTERMINATE!" The Doctor raised his arms, he was ready. He wanted to die. She was gone. The only woman he loved. The little bright human that had made him better. He closed his eyes, but the Dalek didn't shoot. A wave of relief crashed through him, but the pools of emotion left were dissapointment laced with grief. The Doctor almost fell to his knees. Why? Why was it always him? Couldn't the universe let him be happy? No the answer was always no. Opening his eyes, the Doctor let the Dalek lead him away. Would they kill him somewhere else? Would the pain, the throbbing, aching, burning, pain be gone? Would he see her in death? Didn't he deserve one last gift. The Doctor thought sadly, Please tell me it will stop, the pain of losing your love forever. Will it stop? Would it stop if I died. Please let it stop.
A/N: Whatcha think, I cried. Short but sad. Please review and read my other story Please which is updated tomorrow!