MY LIFE
Let me see no today
But let tomorrow walk into dreams
And walk out in shame
It will be the same
A shining beacon of hope
Now turning gray
In the shadows of the night
I see no light
Life will not pass me by
I whisper to myself
I know I lie
It is already passing me
And will pass without a hope
A dream
A vain longing
It seems
To me
The horrors thronging
Where none can see
Abandoned vows
Discarded fantasies
Destiny parted
Empty hearted
You laugh with joy
I haven't seen
A laughing moment in all my years
My heart is filled with uncried tears
For what I cannot deem
A cage I fear
A cage of deep
And slow despair
Now it has come
They call me fair
I haven't won
But now I will
My heart fulfill
I go to death
But now there will be
Joy
On my last breath