She opened her eyes. Something had woke her up but she didn´t know what it was. She turned and there he was, her boyfriend she had been with for six months. Slowly she stretched out her hand and began to follow the contours of his face. At the moment,everything seemed so unreal to her. She would never have thought he had the same feelings for her as she had for him. She was too damaged too broken. Unlike him. He was strong and happy and had not built hundred walls around himself to block all those who were even trying to get closer to one another. But he had done it. He had broken every single wall to her and her feelings. It had taken a long time,which she was not completely unimportant, but last he finally had done it. She immensely happy about that. Glad that someone accepted her as she was and that he was so patient with her when she couldn´t talk about her feelings.

``What are thinking``? His voice ripped her out of her thoughts and only now she did realize that he was awake, looking at her and had taken her hand in his.

„Nothing´´. She could not interpret his gaze exactly but it reflected love and affection, but a bit of sadness in it, knowing that she was not telling him the truth.

She looked at him and suddenly she wondered why she can´t just say him what she was thinking, why she can never say that she loves him even when though she knows it´s true. And then she decided to dare to be brave for him and especially for herself.

"Deeks "?

"Yes,Kens"?

" You know I love you,right ? And that I´m so happy we worked our thing out ?"

The smile that spread across his face mad her heart throb, and a comforting feeling spread through her body.

"Of course I know Kens and I hope you know you also know how much I love you "

She kissed him on the mouth, cuddled her to him and then both feel asleep with a smile on their faces.


That was my first story. How did you find her ?