I'm sorry for those of you who have read my other stories… I will get back to them eventually! Right now, I give you this to appease you. Season 7 is out! I'm so happy!
Creativity Incarnate
Disclaimer: Supernatural is not mine, if it was, Gabriel and Balthazar would be alive. Also, this song is based on Kesha's "Your Love Is My Drug", but there are only vague references. I don't really consider it a songfic. In case you're wondering, the title comes from the song "Addicted" by Saving Abel.
P.S. This is revised! I know it's still short, but at least it has better grammar!
Addicted
I woke with a start, Dean's hand shaking me awake.
"Up and at 'em Sammy, I booked a motel." His hand retracted through the open window, and I watched as his form disappeared behind the car. The sound of the trunk opening finally started me moving, and I checked my cell-phone clock, seeing it was midnight. Grabbing some necessities, I followed Dean to our new room. We made some brotherly banter, and then I went to sleep. I welcomed the dreams I got. They had become more real to me than the life I was living, more relaxing. You were always there, coaxing me, telling me all the sweet things you had to offer. I almost said yes to you, I wanted to. But I couldn't bear saying yes, only to wake up and realize I was dreaming. That's what usually happened. I would be so close to accepting your offer of peace, then I would wake up, and realize I was dreaming. A few times after I woke up, I would go outside. I would stand there, calling you in my mind. Never out loud, just a silent chant in my head of your name. The wind would bite into my arms, chilling me into reality, and I would go back inside, filled with hopelessness. Dean would wake up, give me a worried glance. I got good at deflecting those, reassuring him I was okay, but my heart knew I wasn't. I couldn't get you off my mind. You became a drug to me, and I could never get enough. Castiel knew, I think; he tried to stop me, tried to keep you from my dreams. But our connection was too strong, and he was too awkward to say anything outright. He must not have realized how deep our bond went, or I think he would have tried harder. I couldn't hide my desperate want for you forever though. Dean brought me to Bobby. They were worried. I think they blamed you for my 'bad judgment'. I was getting worse without you. I started sleeping more, just so I could see you. I woke up one night. I was so sure I heard you call. I went outside, and for the first time, I called your name with my own voice. I almost cried when you came. I needed you so much. This time when you asked, I finally said yes. Dean and Bobby, maybe even Castiel, might miss me. They don't understand that I couldn't stay there. I was meant for you. Some call it Fate, or Destiny. There are no words. You were my drug, my addiction, and I will never get enough. I won't have to worry about running out though, now that we're together, forever.
I'm evil, right? Well, I know you're wondering who Sam's mystery partner is. It is supposed to be Lucifer, with this set as an AU for season 5. However, I suppose this could be taken as a Sabriel fic. (Sam/Gabriel for those of you who don't know what Sabriel means). I hope I did well; this isn't my usual style of writing. Review Please! I beg you! For Gabe's sake!
Creativity Incarnate.