I can't stop thinking about you. Thinking about the time we spent together, those days which seem a lifetime away now. It seems it will be another lifetime until we will find that joy again. How each day floats by in a mist of loneliness and memories, when I seek answers to questions I haven't even spoken.
It was so natural to hold you, like a familiar feeling. I knew you even before I found you. All I wanted was to make you happy. To take away anything that hurt you and replace it with the pleasure I knew I could give you. That I'd been, destined to give you.
Speed wasn't in the equation; when too much time had passed without you and still there was never enough, I had all to give and somehow I knew the sands of our hourglass were slipping away, out of my control.
Now I seek a reason through my madness, seek it in the songs I hear, the people I speak to, the dreams…
There are so many dreams.
I hold you again in that sleepless place. I can change things there. Change the distance between us, change our surroundings with a magic wave of my hand. Paint the walls in your favourite colour; spill it out into the grandest of homes. Filled with life and love and all the happiness we were so desperate to feel.
I would do anything to have that time now. Wish upon a thousand stars, dream a million dreams, and hope beyond the power of the universe that they could come true.
Waiting still, watching time slip through my fingers, and trying to savour what's left. Doing the best I can to hold you, keep you. Become you.
Though you're gone and no matter how much I wish and dream; the morning always comes and I remember again… that you are dead.
Nothing is the same now. All that once brought a smile to my face is gone, with you; and now I lie alone in our cold empty bed, wondering if there is another world after this one… and if I'll ever get the chance to live another life with you by my side.
Crazy thoughts fill my mind and I can only go on because I know you would have wanted it. For Kim's sake, I try. Secretly I long for the day that I'll be excused from this world so I can be with you again.
Teri, my love; I miss you more than the flower misses the sun. Though I wait for my time and try just to get on; the pain of losing you will never leave.
Waiting, always waiting, for the end.
It was so natural to hold you, like a familiar feeling. I knew you even before I found you. All I wanted was to make you happy. To take away anything that hurt you and replace it with the pleasure I knew I could give you. That I'd been, destined to give you.
Speed wasn't in the equation; when too much time had passed without you and still there was never enough, I had all to give and somehow I knew the sands of our hourglass were slipping away, out of my control.
Now I seek a reason through my madness, seek it in the songs I hear, the people I speak to, the dreams…
There are so many dreams.
I hold you again in that sleepless place. I can change things there. Change the distance between us, change our surroundings with a magic wave of my hand. Paint the walls in your favourite colour; spill it out into the grandest of homes. Filled with life and love and all the happiness we were so desperate to feel.
I would do anything to have that time now. Wish upon a thousand stars, dream a million dreams, and hope beyond the power of the universe that they could come true.
Waiting still, watching time slip through my fingers, and trying to savour what's left. Doing the best I can to hold you, keep you. Become you.
Though you're gone and no matter how much I wish and dream; the morning always comes and I remember again… that you are dead.
Nothing is the same now. All that once brought a smile to my face is gone, with you; and now I lie alone in our cold empty bed, wondering if there is another world after this one… and if I'll ever get the chance to live another life with you by my side.
Crazy thoughts fill my mind and I can only go on because I know you would have wanted it. For Kim's sake, I try. Secretly I long for the day that I'll be excused from this world so I can be with you again.
Teri, my love; I miss you more than the flower misses the sun. Though I wait for my time and try just to get on; the pain of losing you will never leave.
Waiting, always waiting, for the end.