Standing aside, never to speak to Lord Xemnas unless spoken to, and never in protest. Never disobeying or failing a single order. Passing orders to other members of the organization, taking the punishment if one was to fail. Doing exactly as told. This is how Siax operated daily.
"number VII has any member failed a mission today?" Lord Xemnas asked, glowering at the Luna Diviner.
"No Lord Xemnas."he answered Thankful Demyx actually had a recon mission today.
"I see..you are dismissed." Xemnas nodded and Siax Left the superior's office. Walking towards the room marked "VII", he sensed someone was watching him..he shrugged of the feeling and entered his living quarters. He went to the window an glanced up at Kingdom Hearts, noticing it resembled the very element he himself was said to represent. He closed the royal blue curtains only to feel that feeling of being watched again.
"Yes, Lord Xemnas. Anything you say, Lord Xemnas. I'll die for you, Lord Xemnas! Is that all you can say to him?! Are you going to let him push and order you around for the rest of your life!?"
He turned around to see a being dressed in an orange golfing shirt and green corduroy slacks crossing his arms. He had long orange hair that resembled siax's own style....not only that..he could be siax's....slightly fruity....brother.
"Eh-Who are you...?" siax questioned the being about to summon his claymore.
"I, Isa, am your former self, your conscience, and most of all your heart!" Isa said grinning. Siax didn't know whether to be revolted or afraid of Isa."Geez..the UCNC didn't say it would be this hard.."
"the UCNC..? siax questioned.
"Yeah..the United Council of Nobodies Consciences..hehe..pretty lame name huh?" Isa chuckled.."Siax, I wouldn't summon your claymore if I were you...any damage inflicted on me will automatically transfer to you.."Isa whispered as if it were a secret, grinning.
"So in other words..there's no way to get rid of you?" siax muttered closing his eyes.
" course not..I'm here until you gain your greatest wish!"