A/N: hey all! Before you start reading this should know it is slash. If you don't like it then what the hell are you doing here! Go read something else. Any flames will be read and laughed at and quickly forgotten but you can post them if you want, they crack me up. Anyway… on with the fic…

Prologue

As the sun began to set a young man with raven black hair sat on a hill watching it, a small smile on his face. This was the only place he could be where he could be alone, happy and peaceful. When he was here he couldn't remember what it was that had destroyed his happiness in the first place.

Once the sun had disappeared he slowly got to his feet and walked down the hill. As he approached the bottom he felt a shiver go down his spine. He hadn't meant to come this way again. He always meant to go another way but every night he found himself at the bottom of the hill again.

Beneath his feet he felt the ground shake. He began to run. He didn't know where he was going; he just had to get away before they came. He was too late. They had already surrounded him and every second they were moving closer, their blank, dead eyes staring at him. He couldn't stand it. He sank to his knees begging and pleading them to leave but they just came closer. He could see their faces now. Faces he knew. The faces of people he had cared about. He saw his parents and his best friend, people he had loved like family and they were all drawing nearer whispering something under their breath.

"Your fault, all your fault, you killed us, murderer, murderer, murderer…"

He buried his head in his hands and looked downwards to block out the sight of them but as he looked down something he saw made him scream. There was a man buried under the ground. Only his face was visible but his face was covered in spiders, crawling all over him, in through his empty eye sockets, eating away at his skin, biting and scratching him.

The young man sat by the man in the ground with tears pouring down his face repeating the same word over and over: "Sirius…"

A/N: rewiew!