From my mouth to yours
Over and over and over, everyday was... a process, to say the least. Wake up and deal with not feeling like myself. I had to be stuck in this body that wasn't mine, so I sucked it up and tried to manage it.
At least I had people there to support me, like Claire and Eli, who were unfazed by the revelation that I was a guy trapped in a girl's body. Even sometimes Drew could be protective of me, something I didn't always want him to do. I could fight my own battles when I needed to.
My mom was trying but without my friends I think I would have been outcasted after the 'Biana Incident'. Ugh, that bitch had to just open her mouth and change everything for me. Whatever, I was better than her, and honestly I think it was lust I felt for her. Being hot didn't excuse the fact that she was a slut... as Drew knew first hand.
Degrassi was an interesting place to go to school... Lots of drama, like any other high school, but something made me think Principal Simpson had had enough this morning, after coming to school and seeing this whole campaign to improve things, funny enough titled 'Degrassi: Changing for You!' This campaign didn't do shit for me. I still got shit from people and this was just some dumb plan to try and help the students, but it would never really do anything.
This morning Simpson called an assembly to address these changes. "Degrassi students, faculty, and alumni, I am pleased you all could join us this morning in this brief assembly to explain my hopes for us as a school. I think we all are aware of how much things need to change here. I want school to be a place you all can feel safe and hopefully every single one of you will make memories to enjoy for the rest of your lives. Expect to see changes in the near future and try to accept them, instead of fighting them. So today for our first new change, I am bringing in alumni to help mentor our younger students mainly, but this program is for everyone. I hope you all take a chance to visit our mentoring display in the hallway and meet some alumni, there here for you. On a last note, Alumni please exit now before the students, this assembly is dismissed and again, I encourage all our students to try and get a mentor. No one can do it alone." Unlike the past few weeks, I kinda liked this program Simpson was talking about. In the hallway, there was this elaborate set-up of alumni surrounding tables that displayed information on how this mentor program worked and the benefits. I stood reading the 'Ten Things a Mentor Is Good For' list, when Claire and Eli came up to me.
"Hey Adam, you thinking of doing this mentor thing?" Eli said.
"Yeah, maybe, I don't know", I said.
"Well, I think you should, mentor programs are supposed to have so many great benefits," Claire said.
I replied, " Well, maybe... I think I might go meet some of the alumni and see if I click with any of them though. I don't want some mentor who isn't gonna be cool, you know?"
"I agree, Dude maybe just grab the hottest alumni and ask her to be your 'special mentor' and then you two could..." Claire hit Eli on the arm before he could finish his sentence. Too bad I knew exactly were Eli was going with that statement and busted out laughing and gave Eli a quick high five while Claire wasn't looking.
Claire and Eli left to go study something in the library while I went to check out some of the alumni and see if any of them were interesting enough that maybe he would want to get a mentor.
As I approached the table, a young woman came over to me. She was strikingly beautiful, but definitely older than me. She reminded me of like a Sarah Shahi and Peneople Cruz mix. Totally smokin hot, with long chestnut brown hair. She had a small frame, but definitely had boobs and an ass that made me wanna worship her. She had brown eyes, but they looked deep and intense. They made me wanna get to know this girl. I thought maybe she was like a first year university student, and she had the prettiest face I had ever seen. "I saw you looking over the information we have displayed here from a distance, would you like to find out more about the program?", she said. " Are you a mentor? I think your too young, aren't you?", I replied. I had seen many older alumni standing around earlier, but I hadn't noticed this woman, I definitely would have remembered her.
"Hmm, she chuckled, my diploma makes me an alumni of this school, so seeing as the only requirement of this on my part is that I am an alumni, I don't think it matters how old I am. Hopefully just cause I'm on the young side of the possible mentors for Degrassi, you won't deny me the opportunity to be yours," she said to me coyly.
I was shocked and tried to backpeddel, "No, no, thats not what I was trying to say. Its just that I didn't see you before and I wasn't sure if you were a mentor or not. Umm... you are one, right?," he asked.
"Yes, call me Carmen, and its nice to meet you...", she paused to let me interject my name.
"Adam, Hi, I'm Adam, and it's nice to meet you Carmen", I replied.
"Well then Adam, what would you say to me being your mentor?", she asked. I didn't respond and looked her over, considering this proposal. I would love to have her mentor me and maybe it would benefit me like Claire had said.
"Yeah, I guess that could be cool. So, how does this work anyways?"
Carmen replied, "Well, first we have to both be willing to put in an effort to this program or it isn't going to work. Secondly, we both have lives to live so we will have to understand that and work around each others schedules. Finally, I want you to know you can trust me, and I know that isn't something that happens instantly, but I wanted to be a mentor because I know how hard it is to not have a lot of people there for you. I get this vibe from you, Adam, I like you already."
I was excited, I had felt the same way, its like I had some instant connection with Carmen. I told her I agreed with what she had said and that I would really try this program. We agreed to meet at The Dot tomorrow after school so we could do introduction interviews and start to get to know each other.
The next day I was anxious to get through school and meet Carmen. Claire and Eli met me at my locker after school to walk with me over to The Dot.
"So, what's she like?", Claire asked.
"Her name is Carmen, and she is in university I think, and she is really nice", I said.
"Is she hot?", Eli asked Adam. "Haha, yeah dude she is", I replied.
"Ugh, why is that important to you guys", Claire responded.
"Cause Adam needs a hottie that's worthy of him, though I think its probably breaking some rule of the program if he got involved with her", Eli told Claire.
I internally agreed with him and thought that maybe I should just see what this is all about and get to know her first before I decided anything further.
We had all just gotten to The Dot when I spotted Carmen sitting at a table, surrounded by people. I said, "Umm, guys it looks pretty full in there, so I'm gonna see if Peter will let Carmen and me go to Above the Dot to do our interviews. So I'll see you guys later, ok?"
"Ok, bye Adam", both Claire and Eli replied as they walked together towards Claire's house.
I went in to The Dot and caught Peter at the counter. "Hey dude, could me and my mentor go upstairs to do our get-to-know-you-and-shit interviews, It's kinda loud and busy in here", I asked. "Sure man, go ahead. Hope it goes well", he answered.
I went over to Carmen and explained my idea to her. She agreed and we both went upstairs after grabbing some iced coffees to-go.
"Well hello Adam", Carmen said as we sat on the lone couch on one of the walls in Above the Dot. "Hey, how are you?", I responded.
Carmen sighed, "Honestly, I'm kinda frazzled. I have major craziness going on in my life right now and its stressing me out. I have a mom that is so unsupportive. My step-father was an asshole whole treated us all like shit, but he finally left about a year ago. My sister is out of control, and all I really want for her is the life I wish I would have had at her age. I have no time for friends because I work and go to school. However, even though I have all this going on, I really wanted to come and be a mentor at Degrassi."
I took a moment to take in everything Carmen had said before I responded, "I think its really great that you wanted to come back to Degrassi, and I know how exhausting it can be when your family is crazy. So I have an idea, what if we both try to forget our lives when we meet. We can just be friends and hang out and if we need the others help or advice, we'll be open to the other person. We'll be each others support system. So with that said, tell my everything about you Carmen."
Carmen was so happy with my response and seemed to just relax into the couch as she started to spill her life story. She started by telling me about her family. Her father had died when she was young and her mother had remarried and had another daughter. Her step-sister was wild, going out all hours of the night and being promiscuous. Her step-father had left the family when her step-sister started getting out of control. Her mom worked two jobs to support the family and she was having a hard time with Carmen's step-sister. She said she knew her mom tried really hard to keep them all together. Her mom was a strong woman who had survived her first husband dying and her second husband leaving her. Carmen said she was a university student, majoring in psychology and education, and minoring in gender studies. She was your typical child until her father's death. After that, she tried her hardest to keep her mother happy, no matter what it took. She said she was an excellent student in school and even was on scholarship at university. Growing up, she wasn't very social, she preferred to read books in her room then go out to a party. She said that recently she had grown up a lot, just by being surrounded by new people and in a new environment at university. With a deep sigh, she ended the speech by saying she was pleased with her choice in doing this program and that she was really looking forward to this.
Carmen sighed again and sank lower down into the couch, leaning into me a bit. She told me, "Alright, since you now know me Adam, I have a game for you. Tell me two truths and a lie, and I have to guess the lie."
I thought that it might be best to get my secret over with and start off by telling Carmen the truth. If she wasn't going to be ok with it, it would be better if this ended before it even really started. "Um, ok. Well I have one sibling, I have a girlfriend named Kristen, and I was born a girl." I waited for a reaction from her to my last statement to test her comfort level. I expected her to laugh or be shocked or something drama-filled, but instead Carmen looked deep in thought.
"Well honestly, I think either two or three is a lie. I'm hoping for two, cause I kinda want to feel like my initial assumptions about you don't make me look like an ass."
"...and what might those be...?", I questioned nervously.
"You know how I said I had grown up a lot? My last boyfriend wasn't born a guy, which I was perfectly fine with, and you reminded he of him... and I thought maybe you might be the same way. Then I didn't see an Adam's apple in your throat so I thought maybe I was right. I was madly in love with him. He was the best men in the world to love and be loved by. The sex was amazing, the love was beyond space and time. I was never afraid, he was just him and I was just me. Then one day it all changed, he told me he was feeling like he wanted more in a relationship and he left me."
Carmen had tears streaming from her eyes. As I wiped them away, I told her how sorry I was and that, yeah, she had guessed right.
"I think you might be the first person I have met who knew before I told them... I can't decide if thats good or not. I guess so since you didn't run to the mountains screaming about what a freak I am."
"Adam, you are not a freak. You are so kind and considerate, dealing with me all teary over here. I meant what I said too, about the guesses... but I also wanted the girlfriend to be a lie because I think you are really cute... and sexy too."
It took me a minute to really understand what Carmen had just said. I wasn't sure if I had heard her correctly, but I was really hoping so.
"I am so sorry", Carmen rushed out, apologizing for what she had said. I turned her and myself so we were face-to-face on the couch.
"Please do not be sorry cause I totally think your sexy too, and I don't want to feel bad about it."
Carmen sighed, "Adam, we can't have these feelings, and if you could imagine what I was thinking about, it is so wrong on so many levels. I'm older then you and I'm your mentor and, and, and..."
Carmen didn't finish her sentence, I had leaned toward her on the couch and pressed my lips to hers. She quickly gave in to her emotions and passionately responded. Our mouths were so in sync together. As I flicked my tongue out to Carmen to ask her to open her mouth, she happily did. Our tongues danced and massaged each others. Adam leaned Carmen back to deepen the kiss, and Carmen moaned deep and wanting.
"Adam, what are we..."
"Its just us Carmen, don't worry about anything else."
Carmen pushed me into a sitting position and began to get off the couch. I expected her to walk out the door, but she unexpectedly stood in front of me and started to slowly strip her clothes off.
"I am finally going to make my thoughts a reality. You have no idea how wet I am for you already Adam."
Carmen began to slowly and sensually remove her clothes. She unbuttoned every button from her shirt and tossed it to the floor. She unzipped her jeans and slid them down her lean, sexy legs. She stepped out of them, leaving her in a black lace bra and thong and red high heels. She came to me on the couch and straddled me.
"Adam, touch me."
~~3rd person POV~~
Carmen took Adams hands and placed them on her breasts. Adam massaged her and slid his hands to her back to unclasp her bra.
Carmen gasped as her boobs became free, and I quickly took her left nipple into my mouth and started to massage her right breast. Carmen yelped as Adam bit her nipple, which efficiency turned her on more. She ground herself on Adam's lap, soaking him with her natural juices. Moaning, she brought her hands up, running them through his hair. She pulled his face from her breast, wanting nothing more than to kiss him.
She ordered him to kiss her, licking her lips. Adam stared at those lips, with much hunger and lust filling his eyes. They brought their lips together, tongues dancing with great rhythm.
She moaned into the kiss, while her hips trusted in a circular motion. Which only caused Adam to trust his hips up in response. After a few lust filled moments, of hard and fast grinding motions, Carmen bit back a moan, cumming right on Adam's lap. Smirking at the fact that he could make a girl cum, before even entering her, made him fell even more like a man. He slowly stood up, bringing her with him. "Well well well, mentor….don't you think this has gone too far?" He asked, laughing as he looked down on the women.
Her eyes went wide, "NO! It….it hasn't gone far enough." She said, hushing her voice at the last part.
"What was that?" He asked, loving the fact that he could have her under his control so easily. She repeated herself, "It hasn't gone far enough." Carmen gripped him by the shirt, pulling him down to the couch, on top of her.
While kissing him, she gently pulled his shirt up, trying not to scare him off. After a few seconds of heat fully kissing each other, she finally got his shirt above his head.
Pulling away from the kiss, she tried to take a look at the body of her new found lover, but to her dismay, their was nothing to look at. But, the binding and undershirt that hide his breast from the world. Carmen sighed, knowing that Adam wouldn't be comfortable enough to take of the rest of his clothing.
During this time, Adam had already figured out what is was that she wanted. He knew he couldn't give it to her, not yet at least. He just wasn't happy enough with his body to be showing it to the girl of his dreams. But, he decided that he was going to make it up to her some way. That way was going to be by giving her the best orgasm of her life. Adam lifted his body slightly, to get a hold of his pants. Which he unbuttoned and pulled down, throwing them to the other side of the room. Seeing this, Carmen decided to take things into her on hands….literally. Sliding her hands down his body, she stopped right above the hem of his boxers. Looking up at her lover, she asked, "May I?" Adam turned bright red, "But, how? I ….I…"
"You know what? We should go back to my house….I have a few things that could help us out." Carmen said, while pulling her clothes back on. Adams heart fluttered, thinking of all the things he would do with this beautiful women. Following her lead, he got dressed as well. "Where do you live?" "Right down the road, we can walk there." Shaking his head, Adam followed her out the door and to her house. But, being the man he was, he couldn't control himself for to long. As soon as they got there, he pushed her against the door, forcing his tongue through her mouth. Moaning into the kiss, Carmen somehow reached behind herself to unlock the door. The two of them tumbled in, touching each other anywhere they could, clothes were being left behind, forgotten. She lead him to her room, and stumbled onto the bed.
"Are you ready?" Adam asked, licking his lips.
"Ready for what?" She answered with her on question, rubbing her legs together. She had never felt this turned on, and she just couldn't wait for him to ravish her. Kissing her neck, breast, stomach and finally her legs, Adam stopped right above her clit. Blowing on it, he teased his mentor, loving his control over her.
"Please Adam?" He heard her whine. "What?" He asked, mocking the poor, soaking wet girl. "Eat….ahhh." Before she could even get it out her moth, Adam plunged his tongue inside the waiting girl. She ran her fingers through his hair, pushing him deeper inside her. Rolling his tongue in circular motions, he ate her out, better than anyone. Round and round, up and down, that was all Carmen could feel, or even wish to feel at that moment.
"Ahhh….ahh." She moaned, lifting her hips, trying to get more of Adams tongue. But, he only took hold of her hips, keeping her from moving. Pushing one finger inside the girl, he pulled his tongue out, nipping her clit.
"Oh God, Adam!" She screamed, cumming right on his face.
"Ummm baby, you taste wonderful." Adam commented, sitting up so she could see him lick his lips clean of her essence. Carmen just stared him down, still not down from her high. "Adam?" She asked, as he walked away from her.
"Calm down, I'm just getting something."
Reaching into her top dresser, Adam found exactly what he was looking for, the big, pink, strap-on. Staring down at it, beginning to feel a little nervous, he went to talk, but stopped once he looked over to his girl. She was the most beautiful thing he had ever saw, with her hair all in a mess, clothes gone (somewhere down the hall), rubbing herself, and all of this was because of him. He smirked with pride at the women, knowing that in just a few seconds, he would be making her scream his name.
Carmen looked over, just in time to see that her man was waiting, and ready. He looked so full of hunger, all for her. "Adam?" She asked, getting impatient. He chuckled at the girl, walking over to her. "Are you ready?"
She laughed, "Where have I heard that before?" Choosing to ignore that, He began rubbing the toy against his lovers clit, successfully shutting her up (in one way that is). She might have stopped talking, but she wasn't quiet. Far from it, she was now screaming and moaning from the pleasure he gave her.
Adam could feel the pleasure to, it took over his whole body. Making him feel better than he had ever felt before. And he had the sexy women below him to thank for it.
"Please?" He heard her beg. "I need you."
Smiling, he answered, "I need you to."
He begin pushing in slowly, inch by inch, not wanting to hurt her. Finally, after getting it all the way in, she cried out for him. "Adam! It feels wonderful!"
Getting more comfortable hearing that, he pulled himself out, and trusted back in. This time at a faster pace. She clawed at his back, making him moan this time. Pulling out again, he pushed harder and faster, harder and faster. While, she steadily called his name, lifting her hips to met him thrust for thrust. The grinding got harder, the thrusting got faster, the screaming got louder. Everything they did, just kept getting better and better. It was like heaven on earth, they couldn't feel anything but each other, and they didn't want to.
All they needed was each other. Their bodies meshed together as one. Their sounds of love blended together as another. In these moments of bliss, they were one. "Ahh ahh!"
Nothing could be heard but the sounds of her name calling, his moans and the light thumping of the bed. Sweat dropping down their hot bodies, eyes full of lust, scars down his back, and her steadily screaming was all Adam could take. So, reaching down her body, he pinched her clit, earning a delightful scream.
"AAHHHHHH! ADAM!"
Carmen closed her eyes, her body was screaming with ecstasy. She felt nothing but joy, and freedom. It was wonderful, Adam was wonderful. She couldn't even get down from her high when she heard the beautiful sound of her lover, cumming right after her. "MMM Carmen."
He fell limply to her body, with swallow breath. He felt like the world was nothing compared to the sexy being beneath him. He slowly got up, taking the strap-on and throwing it to the other side of the room. Adam laid down beside her, kissing her check.
"Thank you." He side, after a few silent moments between the two.
Turning towards him, she asked, "For what?"
"For making me feel this way. Like…like a real man."
She smiled, "Adam, you are a real man. My man, but a man in the least."
They both laughed, sharing a beautiful moment together.
"Oh, and thanks for the great sex too." He joked.
"Yea, I'm kinda awesome, aren't I?" She laughed right along with him.
Cuddling up together, they feel asleep in each others arms.