Sorry I was angry for so long (Now I cry)
You made mistakes
So did I
I wanted you fix the broken me
But I depended on you too much
I never meant to hurt you
By doing what I did
I was so angry all the time
I lost my sanity
We never fit together
You were too bitter
I couldn't take anymore
Our children were taken from us
Then I knew I had to leave
Before I lost my grip on reality
Did you know that writing saved me
It was my only therapy.
I realised I had to start living in the present and not in the past
When I was being a bitch, you were right and wrong
They always say there is a thin line between love and hate
I just wish you had let me go.
I was no longer the woman you once loved
You held on too tight
Now I feel correct and right
You are the father of my children
Now you have the fight of your life
Don't leave them with a hole in their lives.
Sorry I was so angry for too long
Talking to you was painful
But with a little confidence and self esteem
I am sure that I can let go of the past
And I hope you can too
Without giving me a mouthful
(Rhonda Louise Ramalli)