Okay, I think I finally got this thing to work. (The whole chapters thing . . . )
I've been having problems with it D; This website is sooo hard to use. (Atleast for me it is)
So anyways, this is my first fanfic, so please review !
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Anyways....here it is: Please enjoy. ^^
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Prologue : (Hikaru's POV)
Ever since we were infants, Kaoru and I have been inseparable.
We never left the other's side.
We looked the same, liked the same things, had the same blood type,
Everything about us was the same.
And apparently, no one could tell us apart.
So, we decided that we didn't need anyone else.
There was us, and there was not us.
Everyone else wasn't really important.
We loved each other and nothing could ever change that.
But once we got into junior high,
I wasn't sure how much I loved him.
The love I once had for him changed.
I began to think I loved him more than just my brother,
I loved him in a way I couldn't explain.
And slowly, but surely, I had fallen deeply in love with my brother.
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Chapter 1 :
The first time I experienced this, we'll call it a "strange affection", towards my brother was in grade 7.
It was the end of the year, and we had our exams.
The other exams were easy, I was pretty certain I got at least 95% on my science exam, at least a 90% on my history exam, and at least 90% on my English exam. So all that was left was math. (Which I'd probably get at least a 95% on as well. Math and science are my stronger subjects, probably because they're my favorite).
It was the day before our math exam, so we decided to shower at night so we could sleep in longer in the morning. We did this before all of our exams. It left us more time to get sleep, get ready, eat, and of course cause trouble for the maids.
Being courteous, I let my brother shower first. I figured it was the right thing to do.
I started a new shojo manga series and read for about a half and hour, waiting for my brother to finish showering.
"Hikaru! Your turn!" my brother shouted from the bathroom.
I slowly got up from my bed and slid my book into my bookshelf, that seemed to be filled with dozens of shojo manga series. I'm pretty sure guys aren't supposed to be that into shojo manga, but I can't stop reading it. It's so addicting.
I slowly made my way through the hallway between my bedroom and the bathroom. My feet shuffled across the red and yellow rug covering the marble floor. I scanned the numerous paintings of me and my brother hanging from the walls.
We really do look the same, I thought to myself.
Once I made it to the bathroom door, I slowly turned the handle and gently opened the door.
I lifted my eyes from the floor and looked at my nude brother standing in front of me. He picked up a towel and put it over his hair.
"I kept the shower running for you, Hikaru. Hurry up and get it." Kaoru smiled at me.
I felt my blood racing to my face, and my eyes widened.
Sure, I've seen my brother naked before, but for some reason it seemed like the first time. His slim body stood in front of mine, and he began drying off his hair.
Flustered, I quickly bolted out of the bathroom and into my room. I slammed the door shut and my knees became week. I collapsed to the floor.
I sat up against my door, my heart racing.
I felt this ache in my heart that longed for my brother. If felt like my heart had grown and completely taken over the inside of my chest.
This isn't normal. Why do I feel like this? I couldn't figure out why I got this sudden feeling of passion towards my brother.
I decided I'd just shower in the morning, I couldn't face my brother again. I was pretty embarrassed at the fact that I bolted out of the bathroom like that.
I stood up and slid off my shirt socks, and pants and lied down in my bed.
I puled the sheets up over my body and tried to fall asleep.
A picture of my brother naked seemed to be permanently stuck inside my head. It was keeping me up.
After Kaoru had finished drying off and was done getting ready for bed he joined me in my bed.
He was always crawling into my bed. The truth is, it was lonely sleeping without his body and warmth there.
"Something wrong, Hikaru?" He gently ran his hand across my hair.
"I'm fine." I lied. I didn't want him to know anything about my thoughts towards him. I slowly turned away from him and faced the wall.
He moved closer to me and wrapped his arm around me. "G'night, Hikaru."
"Night," I replied. Him lying next to me wasn't helping my issue, but it was comforting having him there.
He nuzzled his head into my shoulder and my heart started beating faster. Oh God, I thought to myself, hoping he wouldn't notice.
After two hours of attempting to fall asleep, Kaoru's arm still around me, I turned my body towards his.
I put my chin on his head and wrapped my arms around him. I love you, Kaoru. I gently pressed my lips against his forehead, and finally got some sleep.