Naruto is not something you can own. Naruto is only something you can dream of owning. I am not emo. I'll tell you that now so when you read this you know I will still be around. This is Gaara's short tail, not mine. I'm sorry if you can't wrap your head around it but Just pretend Gaara doesn't have the same control over his sand as in the anime. It does not have the speed to save him this time.
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Death
Me. Alone in the dark confines of my soul. The blood rushing through my veins is not my own.
Alone in solitude. Only the demon that possesses me will respond to my pleas of help. Of course he has no choice. He is me.
My only thought is to survive. Survive the cruel taunts made by regular humans. Humans that want, no, need me dead.
Darkness is all I know. Darkness that holds sleep in front of my face and laughs. Laughs harshly at the fact I'm not allowed to sleep. Sleep brings pain and suffering. Sleep brings death.
Death. Something I want to have control over. Something I never will.
Pain courses through my retched body. I'm on the roof now. I stand on the edge. The breeze plays around my ankles. Death. She invites me down. She beckons me to die. I step forward.
I'm falling now. Fast. Plummeting to my doom. It's okay though. I allow death to wrap her arms around me in a tight embrace. I want it. Shukaku yells, shouts, screams in agony and fear as still we hurtle to the ground. Sand trys to catch up but I made sure it wouldn't.
Only once before had anything like this happened. Lee did it that time. Lee. I wish he knew but it was better this way. Me. Dieing. He would be happier that I ended my life. But so cowardly I did it. I die now from fall from a building. I end my own life. It's so cowardly.
A voice echoes out as if in a dream.
"I will miss you." I know the voice, but it is too late to respond. Pain crashes into me as I land. Then ... nothing. All was empty. No more pain. No more suffering. Just ... emptiness.
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Pain. It does hurt. If you ever feel like Gaara did don't take the cowardly root. Go talk to someone. No matter how bad of shape your in there will always be someone there. I should know.
Anyway, not to harp at you but that was Gaara's take on death. Not pretty. If I'm not careful though my end note might be longer then the story its self. : ) See ya!
