Realize, a harry potter fanfic

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or It's characters

At first it's Michael Corner and you don't mind

Micheal never meant anything to you

But then it's Dean and you're upset

because Ginny KNEW she KNEW

And Ginny knew that she could get whoever she wants

And she did

And you wonder, what kind of friend is she?

For a while it's all pretend

Fake smiles and Fake laughs

Pretending it's all okay

But it's not

Because Ginny uses him

She USES him

All Ginny really wants is Harry

And it's not fair to Dean

So you tell Ginny this

For a second you regret the harsh words

The YeLLInG, The AnGeR

Because you are a Hufflepuff and you can't get AnGrY (Not anymore)

But then you see Ginny's smile and you forget it

Because Ginny says

Well, he knows that it can't last. He knows that it's just a fling. That he's a placeholder.

He's Just a Placeholder

And all you say

Does he, Does he really Gin?

Suddenly she doesn't look so SURE

Sometimes you hate her

She doesn't even see it

She's KILLING him

Arguing and yelling and it's

NOT Dean's fault

It was NEVER Dean's fault

It's YOURS

Sometimes you hate her

Because he loves her and

She loves Harry

And Harry loves her

And you love Dean

But Dean still loves her

But after a while, you just hate yourself

For loving someone who will NEVER love you back

It's always GINNY

With her flaming red hair and her Feisty ways

Who doesn't love him And never will

Because who needs an artist when you've got savior?

And she walks out fine

But Dean, Dean DOESN'T

And you're left to pick up the pieces

It' LUNA

Who always has an Adventure and a Dreamy smile

And Luna's your friend

And it kills you because if Luna had known…. But Luna doesn't (know)

Only you can see that he's watching Luna watch Neville

(Because you're watching him)

Why does love suck?

For a while, it's C H O

Exotic, and Intelligent C H O

An artist's inspiration

For months his sketchbook is filled with her

And Soon It's CHO and Dean Forever

Suddenly you and Seamus aren't so important anymore

Suddenly it's a duo instead of a trio

And then Seamus has an Auror mission

Before he leaves

Tell him. Or get over him. Do something. I can't stand to see you like this.

Would if you could Seamus, would if you could

It's Just a Few days

(NOT TO YOU)

Suddenly it's just a SOLO

And you're terrified for both of your missing halves

It's December and you're FREEZING

You wait Three months afterwards

When he doesn't come back

When you don't hear a word

Scared out of your wits

You Wait Six months afterwards

Sick with fear

Nightmares

You can't bear to think what if?

(It's too hard.)

Where's the boy you shared a compartment with first year?

He survived a war

Please survive this

And Dean comes around crying because it CHO isn't anymore

She was still stuck on Cedric, after all these years

When he's sobbing on your shirt

That's when you REALIZE

You Can't do this anymore

You can't be the girl he runs back to clean his boo-boos anymore

That's when you realize it

You can't be CHO your whole life

YOU HAVE TO BE YOURSELF

Dean likes a challenge - He likes a fight and he likes a challenge and most times he likes the

WRONG Girls

And you happen to be a right girl

But for Dean IT'S ALL WRONG

You can't do it anymore

So like a mockingbird you let him go

And you've never felt so free

You've never felt so relieved

So light, it's like flying

_Almost like Seamus is (Here) _

You Wait twelve MONTHS ^^ a Whole YEAR

After awhile you stop checking for a l~e~t~t~e~r or a s^ i^g^n

You stop looking out the back window

Or hoping he'll come through the door of the flat you share

Or checking to make sure he closed the refrigerator

Or going to Harry for updates he doesn't have

Dean tells you to clean out the room

Rent it out you need the money

Everyone says that he' GONE

{( L E T HIM G O)}

But you can't

}Not Yet{

]Not EVER[

But you don't believe them

And you can't bear to empty his room

So you sit on his bed and wear his OVERsized shirts and use his blankets and read his books and Cry your heart out

Where is he?

And that's when you realize ….

It's a Saturday in May

You get home from Mungo's

Enter the door

Pulling off your white robes

The refrigerator door's open

there's

Scorched robes on the counter

You could cry

Run through the house till you spot that familiar shape

You pause for a second to take him in

Ragged, Sleep deprived, bruises

But He's THERE ALIVE OKAY

And then you run at him and you do cry You SOB

He takes you into his arms

That's when you know

So when he kisses you.. You don't even hesitate to kiss him back

Don't Ever do that to me again

I won't

It's been a year and three months, but he's back

And you're so glad that they were all WRONG

It's a year later to the day

When you put on that dress

That beautiful white dress

And you cry tears of joy

: )

Because once upon a time you didn't think you were destined for a FAIRYtale

And it was hard

It wasn't perfect

And this isn't a beginning or a happily ever after

It's just a dream come true

Dean's the best man

And that's what he should be

Luna's maid of Honor

And she recently broke up with Neville

And as they glance at each other, you can't help but think- - -Maybe

Luna's a right girl too

But she's also the RIGHT WOMAN for Dean

Like a

He looks at you as you rock your first child to sleep

And you can't help but think

~All is well~

And as he pulls you into a cuddle as you go to bed

****All is perfect*****

You Laugh when Janie falls in LURVE with Luna And Dean's son

She was always Just like you

And Seamus still thinks of her as a child (His little girl)

Even when she goes on her first date

And you have to remind him

You've got three more who are still little

And he's calm again (Eyeroll)

He's dreading an empty nest

But then again, you are too (even with All S I X)

Until you go visit the healer

For that 'Stomach Bug'

: )