I wrote this sooooo long ago. Really guys, i'm ridiculous. i know I've been gone for ages but... I have my reasons.

So. This is for Season 6 finale, you know, better known as The Day Gamble Ruined All The Destiel FanGirls' Lives.

Yeah, I know you remember it too. THAT one.

Anyway, this is from Cas's point of view to Dean and I think you can get his drift. So. Without further ado, I give to you, THE MAN WHO WOULD BE KING.

I know. I'm so fucking creative, I scare myself sometimes.

Disclaimer: Not mine. But one day, me, Kripke and Edlund will steal it back from Gamble and there will be Destiel and love and nothing will hurt except the monsters under the bed.

Current song: Silent Lucidity by Queensryche

Current Mood: BP Very hot and I have a jaw ache so I'm cranky.

THE MAN WHO WOULD BE KING

[Verse 1]
Hold me close
And don't you ever let go.
I can feel it start.

I'm tearing at the seams.
I just keep unwinding.
I'm falling apart.

And it's taking affect on you.
And I just can't stand it, no I can't stand it.
Can't you see that I did this for you?
I'm not strong enough to end it.
No, no, no, no.

[Chorus]
Take me back to the beginning
When I was so naïve.
When you had to keep explaining
Why you were on your knees.

Now you're crying.

And I wish that I could wake up
And this was a bad dream.
But I don't think that can save us
It'll all just keep ending.

I can't stop lying.

Please help me 'cause I'm dying,
And its killing you too.
And damn you won't stop trying,
Even when you know its true.

It's too late. It's too late.
Fuck, it's too late for me and you.

[Verse 2]
My life is compromised,
Of secrets and of lies.
And I'm keeping it all from you.

And why, do you ask
When I can see it in your eyes that yes,
You don't really want to know, do you?

And I'm really trying so hard,
To fix this stupid mess I've done.
I think I'll play my last card,
But if I do this there's no going back home.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
And why weren't you,
There for me?
When I've done everything for you.

I betrayed my family
And I did it all for you.

So I made this one mistake
And you're turning your back.
Hell, why can't you trust me?
Thought we were closer than that.

Why couldn't you respect me,
After everything I've done?
And its burning and its crashing,
I just can't believe your gone.

[Chorus #2]
So why don't you take me back to the beginning
When I was so naïve?
When you had to keep explaining,
Why you were on your knees.

And I touched every inch of your body.
And whispered your name like a prayer.

And I wish that I could wake up,
And this was just a dream.
But not even that will save us,
And you won't forgive me.

I just wish that you could look at me
The way you used to.
It would make it all so easy,
With what I'm about to do.

And we never had a chance,
And we'll never get another.
Last night was our last dance,
Can't believe we gave up on each other.

'Cause its too late, yes its too late...

For me and you.

So... yeah. Imagine guitars and violins and drums and cellos and shit and you got what this sounds like in my head. Maybe some trumpets and flutes too. Hmmmmmmmmmm.

Review? Since, you know, I always give you guys a fucking choice?