I never really hated you,
I just hate everything you do.
I hate the way you lure me in
To take me deep into your sin.
I only want to fight you,
Make you think, 'Nothing's there to gain.'
And even though I "love you",
I like the thought of you in pain.
Should I show you how I ache
As I watch your tear-filled eyes?
Will I show you how I break
As I feed you all those lies?
Can't you tell I shove you back
Because I can't face the truth?
You can't tell my heart is ice
When I whiper, "I hate you."
So when the ice begins to crack and I want you for my own,
I think, 'Hell never like me back' ; my heart reverts to stone.
Why do you have to be so damned perfect,
And yet taint me with your sin?
Why do you capture me inside you web,
To show my darkness within?
I want to try and help you out to make myself seem good.
But I can't get those feelings out-I never really could...
So I'll settle for your cold attention,
But please know this logic. See-
Even though I say I hate stupid Jews
Who I really hate...is me.
A/N: Guys, I feel bad for not getting anything done lately, but I've been busy with homework and procrastination. I have something by next week or the week after though. Thanks for being so paitent...or not? O_O" Review please? Even though we all know I'm a bad updater?
~theflawintheplan