Father

Hi again ^^. I was just taking look through my old files and I found this. This is probably the ONLY poetry I've ever written willingly, and I still kind of like it. It was made a while ago, when I was feeling depressed and angry, but if you want to read it, I hope you enjoy it. Have fun with my ONLY work of poetry ^^.

I hate him.

Not always,

Not since the beginning of time,

But I hate him.

It once was respect.

I wanted him to look at me,

To talk to me,

I wanted to make him proud.

But he never gave me a pat on the head.

Never wanted me,

Never called me son,

But he did call me monster.

Demon,

Hell sent,

Disgusting…

He used to call me those things.

Then he showed up,

I left with him.

He was kind,

He smiled at me,

Pat my head,

Called me son,

Although that came later,

And I called him dad.

I was happy,

I felt safe,

And wanted.

Everything I wanted to be to you,

I was to him.

He's my Shishou,

My father,

Dad.

You are nothing

You will never call,

Or come over,

And I'm glad.

We will never meet again,

Because you only assisted,

In making mother pregnant.

I am not your son.

Never dare call me that

Or I'll show you what my father taught me!

Because my dad is Shishou!

Kazuma,

And that's how it will always be.

You better understand:

You're nothing

But hate,

And betrayal,

Because that's all you showed me.

So leave us alone,

And I'll do the same.

No longer will I try to fix things,

No longer will I show you respect,

No longer will I wish that we can be a happy family,

Because I already have mine

And it's with my Shishou.

Hope you liked it. If your interested in my "Sea prince" story, I'm sorry but its on hold for a second. I just read back and I realized how much grammar problems I had back then, and it started to piss me off. So I'm going to go back, re edit, and maybe add or remove some details in those chapters to make them look really nice and spiffy ^^. Hopefully it'll be better, and will give me the kick start to writing the new chapter. And if this is the first time you've read my stories, well... I hope you enjoyed. Have a nice day everyone, I hope to hear from you soon ^^