Authors note:
I felt like writing Bella's diary as all of my friends are a bit harsh towards the character and I thought maybe they wanted to know how she feels when everything goes wrong. Anyway its probably rubbish like all of my other stories and know one usually reads them so, if you do happen o read this please review
Thanks and sorry for going on and on.
Bella's Diary
Tuesday 8th March 8, 2011
Things are bad again. Edward and me have been together for a while now but it's getting too much. I don't fit in here, with the Cullens. I'm not sure if anyone here likes me.
Nothing is keeping me here apart from my broken relationship with Edward.
Charlie has moved away with Sue his new wife. Jake has gone off with that cow Nessie. I know she's my daughter but she's a monster. Anyway Rose hates me because I argued with "the one good thing in my life."
To be honest I couldn't care less about anyone in Forks. That's why I'm leaving. Leaving Edward, leaving the Cullens.
I'm not going to drink humans; I will stick to animals
. I bet my leaving won't even upset Edward. He doesn't care. Not anymore. Know one does.
I'm thinking of going to Alaska. Where the other coven is. I need a new start.
I'm just too out of place here. I'm not talented; I'm not elegant and graceful like the others. I don't belong here.
They wont even know I have gone.
I'm pretty sure Edward has even been cheating on me. I think he saw me thought of me as a new play toy. Then when all the fun was over he left me, left me torn and ruined; everything good about me gone. Well that's how I feel how they make me feel.
Authors note:
Sorry it was short but it was just a one off unless people are interested. Thanks for reading it if anyone did.
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