I'm Not Strong Enough to Stay Away
Dirty Little Secret, Dirty Little Lies.
Summary: Aki shows up drunk at Hitsugi's house one day and decides to spend the rest of the week with his friend. But Aki is hiding something from Hitsugi. He's secretly in love with his best friend and Hitsugi has no idea. The week will certainly be interesting to say the least.
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There he was. In his dimly lit bedroom, alone. Histugi leaned heavily against the headboard of his bed, writhing and moaning in pleasure as he touched himself. Blasting from his stereo was Hageshisa to Kono Mune no Naka de Karamitsuita Shakunetsu no Yami by Dir En Grey. Hitsugi touched himself to the sound of his favorite song, the sound of the voice of the man he had a secret crush on. Of course Hitsugi had never even met the man but the pictures he's seen and the man's voice alone had poor, innocent Hitsugi obsessed. The red haired man could hardly ever get through one of Dir En Grey's songs without getting turned on. And no amount of jerking off could relieve the sexual frustration he felt. So there he was, in his bed, breathing heavily, the occasional breathy moan escaping his lips, heat building in between his thighs as he stroked his length and whispered, "Kyo..."
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Sometime later that night, around midnight, a very drunk friend of Hitsugi's stumbled to the guitarist's door. The bassist knocked loudly calling out Hitsugi's name in a slur or mumbles. Eventually the man managed to wake Hitsugi, who rushed to the door. Just as Hitsugi opened the door his friend collapsed.
"Aki... Why do you do this to yourself?" Hitsugi mumbled as he carefully collected his unconscious friend off his door step and drug him inside.
Hitsugi dumped Aki on the couch and removed his jacket and shoes so he wouldn't be too uncomfortable while he slept. Just before Hitsugi went back to his own room to sleep, Aki stirred.
"Hitsugi...?" Aki mumbled, barly able to get any words out because of his drunken slur.
"Aki, sleep now." Hitsugi responded sternly.
"Oh Hitsugi, you're so beautiful and I love you... So much!" Aki smiled as his jumbled words came out and almost rolled off the couch because of the wild arm motions he made.
Hitsugi smiled at his friend and covered him in a spare blanket before heading off to his own bed for the night.
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The next day Hitsugi was up, bright and early, while Aki was trying to sleep off the previous night's hangover.
Aki groaned when he woke up, sheilding his eyes from the too bright lights. Hitsugi handed him a glass of sake to help and Aki greatfully accepted it.
"Good morning, Sunshine!" Hitsugi smiled, happy to have his friend there since it wasn't often that they got to spend any time together.
Aki blinked and drank down the rest of his sake before replying. "Hey... What time is it?"
"Somewhere around noon. You don't have anywhere to be, right? You look a bit too sick to do very much."
"Oh, always so motherly and caring, Histugi. No, I don't have anywhere I needed to be. I was planning on coming over to visit you anyway but then I got too drunk and ended up here. So, Hitsu-chan, what do you want to do today?"
"Hmmm... Are you feeling well enough to go shopping with me? I need some new boots..." Hitsugi smiled at the thought of a whole day of shopping with his best friend.
"Fuck yeah! Hitsu-chan, I'd love to go shopping with you!"
Hitsugi hugged Aki tightly and replied, "You're amazing, Aki!" Aki smiled faintly and hugged Hitsugi back.