I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Please Review and Thank You. Based on Chapter 104. Gokudera's view.
Confused
By Flamewater
Sometimes I do not understand the Tenth. For I had lost the battle, I had failed him, and I had failed myself. For I had wanted to win and make it where he wouldn't have to worry as much. To be honest I do not want the Tenth to worry.
The only reason why I gave up was because the Tenth didn't want me to die. I was willing to die, but he didn't want me to die and he sounded so desperate. I had no chance expect to give up and go to him. It was difficult to walk, but I managed it and then ended up falling face first onto the hard floor. I didn't care for I made it and I'm alive. Severely injured, but I'm alive and I didn't die. I failed at winning, but at least I didn't fail on making it back to him.
I told him sorry and that I lost the ring. I said that I wanted to see the fireworks, but didn't say everything that I wanted to say to him.
The shocking thing that Juudaime told me was 'Thank goodness..Gokudera-Kun. I'm really glad.' I don't understand why he is happy about me losing or maybe he didn't notice that I really failed.
",But I lost." I said in disbelief and I can't believe he saying such things to me. I had failed him. I had been so damn close to winning, but that damn ripper Prince had to be so fucking stubborn and I'm very disappointed in myself for losing.
"Thank You, Gokudera-Kun." The Tenth told me calmly and he was smiling faintly at me. I'm confused, I feel unworthy of those words, and I don't understand why Juudaime is so happy.
"Please stop, I'm not worthy of those words." I said loudly to him, I barely managed to walk over to Yamamoto, and I had to grab his shirt in order to keep balance. I told Yamamoto the rest is up to him. Afterwards I released his shirt and fell backwards and nothing else mattered. Yamamoto better win. Who would have thought I would be counting on him? Oh, Well.
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Juudaime is Japanese for 10th.