Alone Again (Finchel OneShot)
"Finn, I'm breaking up with you…" I told him. Finn just stares at me, he's smile fading. "What? Why?" Finn asked furiously. I sigh, and look at Puck from behind, who smiles at me. "It's just that, I don't feel like it's working out. I'm sorry." I finally tell him and walk away, tears in my eyes for having to break his heart.
*A few weeks later…*
I feel so lonely. All Puck ever wanted to do was to get in pants, so I broke up with him. I need to get back with Finn. As I go and apologize, I see him making out with Quinn by his locker. My heart stops. I can't believe he already moved on. I start to walk away, not caring who's in my way and run out of the school, tears in my eyes.
Till now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
and now it chills me to the bone
how do I get you alone?
I drive in my dad's car, thinking about all the times that Finn and I shared a special moment. I start to remember when Finn said he loved me the first time we were at Regionals, even though we lost. And during Nationals, when I was confused about my feelings about him and we ended up kissing in front of everyone, which also costs us Nationals. Those were the days that I felt so… loved by him.
The phone call
Can you stop the free fall
Can you be the reason
I can see beyond the lies
If I keep holding on
I hear you
Can you stop the screaming
did you stop believing
I could feel you letting go
I can't be alone tonight
All the times that I've cheated on him begin to roll in my mind. Finding out that he actually did it with Santana broke my heart, and then made it even weaker when I nearly did it with Puck and Finn broke up with me. I felt so bad for hurting his feelings, along with Jesse and Puck, with the "Run Joey Run" debacle. Now that he's moved on, I feel that I will never get to be with him ever again.
When I said I could move on and go
You said I'm weak and it shows
I couldn't go on without you
Now I'm sitting in this house alone
Wondering why I left home
And I'm hoping that you know that
I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Our love was real between us. I feel so stupid for breaking things off because of Puck. I just want him back, but I guess it's too late for me to make things up…
Believe me It's a crime scene
I know you see right through me
I finally though you knew me
Well enough to know with you
I feel so ordinary
Someone killed our last dream
Did you stop believing
I can feel you letting go
I can't be alone tonight
It's now the middle of the night, and now I'm walking through a park, feeling beside myself. Finn used to make everything better. I wouldn't sleep unless I talked to him and told him goodnight. I remember in New York when he took me on that date and refused to kiss him because of my confusing love for Jesse. Glad I figured out I loved Finn.
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
and the night goes buy so very slow
Oh, I hope that it won't end though
Alone
I start to head home when I was stopped by someone's voice. "Hey Rachel! Wait." I turn around to see its Finn. "Look Finn, I'm sorry for breaking up with you. I was foolish and stupid and I didn't know what I was thinking…" I was then stopped by Finn's lips against mine. As we let go, he murmured "Can we be in love again?" I nod as we walk in the moonlit park.
THE END