Title: 2 + 1 Hearts

Rating: T or a very mild M

Pairings: Kurt/Finn, Kurt/Sam

Genre: Love Triangle, Drama, Romance, mild!Violence, Sexual Language

A/N: This is my first Glee fic ever, so I hope lots of love and understanding ! It doesn't take place in any specific episode. English isn't my native language, so please excuse the possible mistakes. :)

Chapter 1

"Hey, sexy. Whatcha doing?"

Kurt smiled softly at his phone, his eyes wandered over that same single line in the screen, right under "1 new message from Sam". Thinking of the one who sent the message made Kurt's lips curve to smile. He knew what it meant when a new message from Sam Evans was delivered; sex. That's right, the innocent and sweet Kurt with an angel like voice had soiled his clean white childhood wings with dirty, harmless, meaningless sex over and over again in places no one could see them; mostly either in the backseat of Sam's father's old van, in Sam's garage or in McDonald's' bathroom. The reason why they went to a new place each time was not only because it was more exciting when there was a little challenge involved, but because they couldn't been seen.

No one knew about them, especially not Sam's girlfriend Quinn. And because Kurt planned on keeping his head attached to his body, he was fine with the hiding.

But there was other reason, too, why they weren't exclusive; and that reason just came down stairs to the basement where Kurt's room was.

"Hi, baby", Finn Hudson greeted Kurt who was laying on a sofa and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

"Hey."

Finn Hudson was his secret boyfriend - the other one of them, actually. And this was the part where Kurt's problem lied; he was in love with two men, who happened to be friends, but, luckily for him, not openly gay and not intending to come out of the closet. They were both hiding secrets from each other and from the rest of the world, but what they didn't know was, they had the same secret; Kurt.

Kurt couldn't actually say he was in love with Sam. He was just in love with sex, which was something Finn couldn't offer him.

Finn Hudson was the dream guy, so easy to fall in love with. He was the kind all mothers wanted their daughters to marry; sweet and caring, loving, perfect, gentle and moral. Kissing nicely and hugging were the two wildest things Kurt was able to do with Finn, nothing more, but much more less. And that had been enough for him for a long long time, only the soft kisses on the lips had fulfilled Kurt's all needs; as long as he could be with Finn. But when Sam had come into his life, everything had changed.

After a successful football game, in the after party.

A hasty but intense kiss had happened.

A secret kiss behind the trophy, when they were alone, just seconds before Finn came to tell Kurt he was going to miss his ride home if he didn't hurry up.

If Kurt hadn't been somewhat addicted to sex, the choice between his two boyfriends would have been clear as blue sky. Now it was just complicated. If he chose Sam, he would lose all the sweetness and love, but on the other hand, if he chose Finn, he would never ever get dirty.

There was only one positive thing about Kurt's life; he didn't have to make his choice. It was surprisingly easy to hide the relationships from others, because neither Finn or Sam wanted to reveal it to anyone - at least not yet. Others thought Finn and Kurt were just roommates and innocent stepbrothers, and that Kurt and Sam were just friends, not even very close ones; thanks to all the ignoring in school.

"I have been here for five minutes and yet you haven't asked where I was", Finn pointed out, sounding insulted as he sat on the sofa, taking Kurt's legs on his lap.

"I'm sorry, where were you?" Kurt asked sighing lightly. He deleted Sam's text message from his phone; now that Finn was home, he couldn't slip away to meet Sam anymore. He felt sorry for himself, and a little angry at Finn.

"Having dinner with Rachel", Finn answered as he slid his hands back and forth on Kurt's shins.

"Oh." Kurt wasn't interested of Finn's love life with Rachel. At first he had been jealous, sure, but now that he had Sam, he didn't bother to think about it that much anymore.

"I broke up with her."

"What?" Kurt rose his head from the cushion, stared at Finn with round eyes. Finn didn't look at him, just at his legs, which were covered with one expensive pair of tight jeans.

"You know how we haven't been that... intimate with each other?" Finn asked, sounding so awkward it made Kurt feel awkward.

"Yes. We have kissed properly three times during our relationship." Kurt couldn't help the sharp, blaming tone in his voice.

"And I feel bad about it, because, you know, I have Rachel, but you don't have anyone to do stuff with." Finn sounded so sorry and sincere that it made Kurt's heart ache of the heavy load of lies, which were all labeled with a tag called "Sam Evans".

"And I think it's because of all this concealing. I haven't been like this with a dude before, and it alone is hard enough for me and on top of that all this hiding is really tiring me, so... I think we should make it official."

If possible, Kurt's eyes widened even more. "M-make what official?"

"Us." Finn smiled and took his hand. "I think we should tell others about us."

"You're crazy", Kurt stated, being in a complete shock and got up from the couch, starting to walk around the tidy room. "Do you even realize what telling others does to you? You'll get slushie facials every single day, people will beat you up -"

"I know and I'm ready to bear it all for you." Finn smiled bravely, but it only made Kurt's sudden anxiety deeper.

"But don't you care what it does to me?" he blurted. Finn furrowed, looking confused.

"To you? I don't think it does anything to you, everybody already knows you're gay. Besides, I could protect you from all those haters."

"Yes, but..." Kurt's shocked brain couldn't work properly under panic. If Finn told others - others including Sam - Kurt's days would be lived. Sam might not make a big deal of it, but he would definitely be angry enough to blurt about where Kurt really had went when he told Finn he was going out to take a long walk to organize his thoughts. And so Kurt would lose them both, and that was the last thing he wanted.

"Why are you so against this idea?" Finn asked, disappointed at his boyfriend's reaction.

"I'm not against it, I just... I just don't want you to get hurt."

"But the way we are now is hurting you, I can tell. I want us to have a normal relationship, with sex and all."

"No, I don't need sex!" Kurt yelled quickly; luckily they were alone in the house.

"I just want to be with you, Kurt, I want us to experience more together."

"I - I think we're experiencing enough the way we are."

"What's your problem?" Finn sounded suddenly frustrated. "What harm would this cause you? I dumped Rachel because of you, your reason better be good."

It indeed was good. It was the best one Kurt could think of - his own life. He still remembered clearly what it was like to be lonely, walking alone in the school hall where there was kissing and cuddling everywhere, knowing that no one would wait for him anywhere. He was too selfish to let it all slip away from him.

Kurt took a deep, refreshing breath to clear up his mind, to calm himself down. With the breath his lungs received, a new comprehension popped up in his mind; if Finn was willing to take their relationship to the next level, Sam wouldn't be needed anymore. Finn would be just enough. The only thing Kurt really had to gave up would be Sam's killer body, but he would probably get used to it. Besides, Finn was hot as well.

Kurt felt like a heavy load had just been lifted from his heart. He sat next to Finn on the couch.

"You're right. I'm sorry."

Finn smiled. "It's ok. So you agree to tell others?"

"Yes, I do."

"Let's do it tomorrow."

Kurt glanced at Finn beside him horrified.

"Let's do what tomorrow exactly?"

"Tell everyone. And maybe the other thing as well", Finn smirked, kissed Kurt's cheek quickly. "I'm going to take a shower now."

Kurt didn't tell him to have a good shower. He just stared at the flower vase on the mahogany coffee table in front of him. Finn certainly hadn't left him a lot of time to dump Sam before the moment of truth.