Its funny how fast things can change when its least expected.I need the peacefulness and calmness to keep my head together and not do something that I'm sure to regret.I strive to be the hero but I can only become the villain of the story. Two paths,Two choices yet I can only make wrong ones and fall from grace, when I should be the savior and rise to the heavens giving hope to those whom I'm supposed to protect and love. How can I want to be a hero,savior,protector and I can't even be any of these things for myself? Who am I to to want to any of these things? I want to be these things but I don't know how? It's like being stuck in a alternate dimension where my weaknesses are already known and don't have to be discovered everything in my life was so much easier when I could make myself not care about anything other then myself. "I'm not stressin it's just that I want to be there for my friends but it's like I'm a loss and don't know what to do anymore like everything that either i say or they say pisses off the other one off" accepting the fact that I can't be everything to everyone and realizing that the things I fail at ultimately makes me stronger and gives me the strength to deal with things that I would walk away from making me a better friend and person
"I got my wings clipped as I fell from grace
In the process I became some one I didn't reconize
From standing tall to falling at your feet
Everything built up inside like raging inferno that destorys everything in its path
A Fallen Hero that became the Villain
An Angel that became a Demon"