A Helpful Note from the Past

Disclaimer: I do not own anything except, Cat and Nikki.

I finally got the chance to see the house, to actually see it. I looked around and it was still the same wreck it was when I was a baby. Preserved in itself, nothing could change it except for me, I was the only on who was allowed to touch anything, I was the last surviving member.

My parents didn't deserve it. They were too young, so why. Why me, it could have been Neville, but I still don't understand why me. All I really know is one fact. I am, or used to be. like him.

I opened an old chest at the end of my parents bed and pulled out one of my mom's diary, from sixth year. Should I read it? Probably, I mean, I never really did get a chance to know my parents.

I opened to a random page, I couldn't read it in order, I just couldn't.

Dear Diary,

Really! I mean REALLY! Is it just me or is that arrogant toerag named Potter becoming more MATURE! I don't know, it's probably just a phase, or a plot. Everything is a joke to him and his little follower Black. For one what is up with their nicknames. Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, and Prongs. And another well, he is kinda cute. Err, Lily get a hold of yourself, don't cave to that idiot.

The thing is really that my best friends Nikki and Cat betrayed me with that. Seriously, it hurts. They say that I should go out with him.

"Oh, Lily. Your boyfriend wants you" I mean yeah seriously SHUT UP. I can't really take the crap about it.

Oh, here's one. "Hey, Lily. We are going to Hogsmeade with the guys. Wanna come? James will be there." Yeah, like that's gonna make me wanns go more. 'Yes, Lily, please go'

Kill Me. I think that I really like James Potter.

Well bye.

Lily Evans

As I finished reading it. I realized one thing. My mom, didn't always know what she wanted and that maybe I should start chasing, what I want.

I jumped up and ran out ad apperated to The Burrow. I knocked and Ron answered.

"Hey mate." I said clapping him on the back "Is Ginny in, I need to talk to her."

"Yeah, she's in her room" He stepped aside and I ran up and knocked on her bedroom door.

"Ginny" I breathed out as she opened the door.

"Harry" she said back and reached he hand out. I took it and held it firmly.

"Will you go out with me?" I said hopefully.

"Duh!" and she pecked my lips. I am sure as hell glad that I read that letter