Hi guys ^_^ this is my first fanfic on this site so please enjoy~~
Also, there are some inappropriate sexual themes including rape which may be triggering ^^" Lastly, I don't own Naruto (I wish) so dont sue me! XD
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Sasuke lay on his bed, thinking, just like he always did every night. Bored, asking, begging, questioning. Since the start of high-school, something had changed. His childhood numbness to the dark sides of the world had dissipated. Ignorance melting by the minute, over the ever burning sun of time. He never knew that growing up would completely change his mindset.
He remembered when he was only 8 years old, standing on top of the plastic structure in the playground, a crowd of tiny heads below him, watching and expecting. He had told everyone he was Buzz Lightyear, and that if he jumped off the structure he could fly. The whole situation was wrapped with ignorance, ignorance of pain, suffering and consequences, an ignorance he missed so much. There he stood, on the edge of the metal grated flooring, hands gripped tightly to the plastic poles. And it was at that moment, he felt truly capable of flying, the way the wind brushed his skin and whispered encouragement into his ear convinced him, and the several feet distancing him from the ground didn't scare him. Fear was an ingredient used only a pinch compared to the bubbling pot of confidence and...ignorance. And it was exhilarating. It was like he could feel music, the beat going steadily, preparing to cue his lift off, as if he were an instrument waiting to join the song. 3...2...1...liftoff. And he felt it. His body was light as air, the disconnection of any substance touching him was truly magical. Pure cool air whipped his skin so perfectly, and for a mere moment, just a split second, he really was flying. He felt like a bird, free, wild and untied. But that was only for a split second.
When he hit the ground, jolting pain up his body as the wood chips dug into him furiously, giving him a nasty black eye, all he could think about was that he needed more of that feeling. The edge, the short moment of joy between a mistake and it's consequence. He was addicted. He needed it again. After going home and nursing his wounds, he forgot about it, all until recently, about three years ago. When he rediscovered that memory he was once again hooked, to the feeling of danger and excitement. After analyzing his life for the millionth time, just like every night, he drifted to sleep at the time of 11:30.
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He woke up at 8:00 sharp thanks to his blaring alarm clock. After pulling on a black hoodie and pants from his paint-peeled drawer, he trudged out of his room into the dirty kitchen to get ready for school. His mother, dressed in yoga pants and a burger king tee shirt was sitting on the couch watching Nascar on their small and fuzzy TV. Just like every morning.
"Yeah! Go go go! Oh! Aw SHIT. That dumb fuck cant even drive straight. Shiiittttt." She screamed at the TV, as if they were in a conversation. "Sasuke, get me a beer."
'I can see her greying brown roots.' He thought to himself whilst walking to the fridge, 'She's such a stupid whore'
"Here ma." He handed her the cold can.
She grunted in response, clearly focused more on the race.
Sasuke grabbed his backpack and left the house for school.
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"-And that night, President Lincoln was shot without any further warning. Now, who can tell me who the murderer was?"
Mr. Wallace looked around the quiet class, awaiting an answer.
"Come on. This is common knowledge."
The class was completely silent.
"Hmph. Fine, I'll choose myself. Sasuke?"
Sasuke snapped his head up from his desk. 'Fuck.' He scratched his head quizzically. He hadn't been paying attention to History class since the first day of school.
"Ummmmmmm..."
"You know this, Sasuke."
"Uhhhh I dunno about that..."
"Come on, we went over this many times in class! EVERYONE in America knows this."
"Can't remember the name..."
"THINK."
"Ummmmmmmmmmm..."
"You can do this, it's simple."
"Wait, isn't it like Pocahontas or something."
"Christ."
The class laughed and Sasuke felt a cold sinking in his chest, as well as heat in his face. How did he manage to get hot and cold at the same time? He put his head back down for several minutes until he got a message on his phone from Sakura.
'sup bro, wanna hang out afterschool'
He typed back carefully, covering part of his phone with his arm.
'yea sure'
Sasuke was never a fan of Sakura, in fact he found her to be an annoying cunt but he allowed himself to hang out with her because she was the only person who gave a crap about him.
The bell rang and he was the first to leave the room. 'Fuckin Pocahontas, who gives a shit.' He thought to himself as he dragged his legs down the hall to leave school, head hung down. But it was then, in the sea of darkness he spotted a flash of yellow. He looked up and that was when he saw Him.
A boy, possibly a junior or sophomore, clad in stylistically ripped black pants and a grey wife beater. His hair was a yellow flame, each strand was like an arm trying to reach the ceiling. He had black stripes painted on his cheek. He reminded Sasuke of a tiger or lion, graceful but ready to bite. He was mesmerized.
'Wow,' the he thought to himself, 'I'd tap that shit.'
In mere seconds the bright yellow creature disappeared out of sight, and Sasuke continued walking as normal until a familiar loud and screeching voice raped his ears.
"SASUKEYYYYYYYYY!" Sakura ran up to him and hugged him rib crushingly hard. "C'MON, LET'S GO NOWWWWWWW!"
"Fuck you Sakura you're too loud"
"Love ya too~!"
They began to walk to the forest near school, the one where kids ran off to smoke at.
"So today, Hinata told me that she has sex with Mr. Wallace to bring her grade up! Isn't that crazy?!" Sakura yelled into his face, getting a bit of spit into his eyeball. Searing pain burned into him, as well as annoyance.
"Thanks for blinding me. And who the fuck is Hinata and Mr. Wallace?"
"Your stupid." Sakura said gleefully, skipping along beside him.
"*You're." He replied smugly.
"Hey! I wrote another song today at vocal jazz. Wanna hear it?"
"Hell no"
"LIFE IS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER IT GOES BY SO FAST"
"Oh my god, shut up."
"I GET STRONGER AND STRONGER THAN I WAS IN THE PAST"
Her voice was truly horrible, she was trying to sound breathy and deep but because of her tone deafness and complete lack of skill she sounded more like a pregnant seal being clubbed.
"BUT THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING WILL IT REALLY LAST"
"Ohmygod SHUT UP SAKURA NO ONE LIKES YOU" Sasuke screamed as he threw a small but heavy rock at her head.
"That's funny coming from you," Sakura replied, rubbing her wound "Last I time I checked I'm the only person you talk to."
"Whatever."
They walked in complete silence until they reached their destination.
Sasuke sat down on a mossy log and opened his backpack, taking out his rolling papers, disposable lighter and ziplock bag.
"So, what strain is it?" Sakura asked, the first thing said for the past ten silent minutes.
"Grape ape."
He got a generous pinch, put in onto the paper and rolled.
"Haven't been high in MONTHS. I heard if you wait a long time you'll get even higher. Do ya think it'll work?"
"Nah." Sasuke said as he licked the seal and closed up the joint.
"Why not?"
"Because I'm not sharing this joint with you."
"What the fuck? Why not?"
"You have mouth herpes."
"IT'S A COLD SORE!" She yelled.
"Whatever."
He lit the joint and began smoking.
"Sasuke! Share with me!"
"No."
"COME ON"
"Get your own."
"My stuff is at home!" She pouted.
"Hm. Your loss."
"Ok then. Sasuke, we're going to my house."
"Fuck, fine."
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Sakura jumped onto her bed and Sasuke sat on the floor, still smoking.
"Hey, Sakura, have you seen this guy before?"
"Great description." She replied as she got out her sparkly pink bong.
"He's got like, fuckin yellow hair, and black stripes on his face."
Sakura looked at him strangely but then smiled and nodded.
"Yeah, he's new to the school. In my class. Name's Narutoad or something." She stated, dropping bits of marijuana into the pink contraption.
"Oh. Ok."
"Why?"
"I dunno. He just caught my eye, that's all."
"...Are you gay, Sasuke?"
"I dunno."
"Well it would explain why you haven't made a move on me." She winked at him playfully.
"Like literally no one would, holy fuck you are so full of yourself."
"Awww. Do you need to have your apple juice and nappy?"
"Whatever."
Sakura sprang off her bed suddenly.
"Hey, you want some funions? I'm hungry."
"Sure."
She left the room, closing the door behind her. Sasuke grabbed her bag of weed, transferred half of it into his, then went back to his position on the floor. His stomach was growling. Funions did sound pretty good at the moment.
The door swung open, revealing Sakura with a brightly colored jumbo bag full of onion snacks. "I'm baaack!" She sang.
"Fuck yeah, funions." He tore open the bag like it was on fire and shoved handfuls into his mouth. "This is orgasmic."
"I know, right!"
"Yo Sakura, can I watch stuff on your TV?"
"Let's."
Sasuke grabbed the remote and flipped through channels. 'Doctor Who...shit, Gumball...shit, Glee...shit, Pawn wars...shit, Family guy...shit.'
"Your channels suck dick." He snapped.
"Oh my god Sasuke, just shut up."
Dr. Phil, skip, Nascar, skip, Chico Vampiro, skip. He skipped to a stupid cartoon about gay ninjas or something.
"Wow, it's like one of those Japanese cartoon thingies." He remarked, face stuffed with funions and eyes watery and red.
"Anime." She corrected matter-of-factly.
"Yeah, whatever, let's not watch it. Looks lame."
"I agree, what a dumb show."
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