I own nothing but hey a girl can dream right!

I had been 3 years, 5 months, 2 weeks, and 4 days since I had found out the Cullen's were vamipres. It had also been 3 years, 8 months , 3 weeks, and 2 days since I fell in love with Carlisle Cullen. But who's counting?

I had meet Carlisle through Alice. I was working (and still am) at the Forks Washington Library when I met Alice. I was immedeatly drawn to her bubbly and over the top personailty. We began having lunchs together and soon where having dinner at my house.

Eventually I was invited to the Cullen's home thus I meet Carlisle. When I meet him I forgot to breathe. Honstly I never do that over guys never. Tim McGraw could ask me to marry him and I would not forget to breathe. However all self control I had been harnessing up to that point was completely gone. He was beatiful. His pale skin glinted in the light streaming in from the windows. His golden eyes seemed to see straight in my soul. His blond hair was neatly swept back from his face.

I started spending more and more time with the Cullen's which meant that I notice there odd eating and sleeping habits. They never tired no matter how much shopping we did and the always played or picked at there food never really eating it. Some 3 months after I meet them I found out that they were vampires. I was more intriged than scared which caught all of them off guard. So they began telling me about their history and habits being vampires.

I has so far manged to not make a fool of myself in front of Carlisle. For me that was an amazing feat. But I had a feeling that was all about to change. I was driving to the Cullen's house to meet Carlisle so he could drive me to where they were playing baseball. I had tried once before. Needless to say I didn't arrive and it took Edward, Emmett, and Jasper to get my jeep unstuck.

Since then I have not been able to drive myself to any off the baseball games. So here I was pulling into the Cullen's driveway so that Carlisle could drive me to the baseball game. As I pulled up to the house I could see Emmett's jeep wating and Carlisle standing next to it. I couldn't breathe again. I have seen him almost everyday for over 3 years and everytime I saw him I couldn't breathe

. I put my jeep in park and steeped out. "Hi" Carlisle said walking towards me. His graceful walk reminding me of a panther stalking it's prey. Then again I was human so I was prey to him. That thought turned me on much more then it should. "Hi" I said willing my mind to stop picturing him shirtless. "Ready to play ball" he asked handing me an pinstrip button up baseball jersey. "You mean watch and even watching is hard for me" I said taking the shirt from him and putting it on over my white tank top.

"Well if you can't see how to you refree" he asked raising a perfect eyebrow. "Before the game I choose who I like that day and Who I don't and make my calls on that" I said holding my head up and rasing up both eyebrows at him. "Am I on the good or bad list today?" He asked opening the passenger seat to the jeep. " Depends on how you drive" I said before he closed the door.

The first time I experinced Carlisle driving I was scared to death. In my opion he cut it to close to other things and much to fast. I had gotton used to it but driving in the woods with him was still a little scary. He was in the drivers seat and strating the car before my eyes could even catch his movement. He instanly slammed on the gas and started on the very small and over grown path to the baseball field.

"There is this thing called letting the car warm up and speed limits I don't know if you are aware of them or not" I said with a very bitting tone. I grabbed the sest just as a tree whized by my window to close for my comfort. "You are so defentily getting every out I can call" I said looking at him. He was smiling the smug bastard was smiling. I spuinted my eyes at him shook my head. When I was sastificed that he knew I wasn't happy about his driving I looked back out the windshield. When we arrived at the field everyone was already there.

I got out and went to my seat as the teams got into there places. I was used to the cracks that came when someone hit the ball. They contuined on and me ture to my word gave Carlisle all the outs I could give him. Suddenly I heard a noise behind me WOOSH was all I heard before I felt a white searing pain in the back of my head. I heard yelling but I couldn't make out the words. The last thing I saw before I slipped out if consisouness was Carlisle.

Please review and try to be nice. If you have ideas to make the story better I would love to hear them but if you just say it was stupid I'll delete it. I have the second chapter already done but I'll only post it if people like the story so review the story to tell me if I should post the second.