A/N: Update 5/27/2017

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"Can you believe it? We're finally done with high school!"

Eren Jaeger and Mikasa Ackerman had just finished walking at their graduation ceremony, along with several other classmates, and were now celebrating beside them with the impulsive (but extremely necessary) toss of their caps in the air. Being able to physically hold their diplomas felt so rewarding; regardless if the achievement was a trivial one. After four years of being confined to the two story building that had more in common with a prison than an actual school, Eren and Mikasa were looking forward to the what future held. More importantly, they were looking forward to see what the future had in store for their relationship. They had dated all four years in high school, and as the years flew by, it seemed as though they were falling in love more and more every day.

Eren smiled and lightly grazed Mikasa's cheek with his lips. "Are you going to Sasha's grad party later tonight?" He held her firmly in his arms and fought the urge to cover her entire face with kisses, knowing there were families (and possibly their parents) around.

Mikasa nodded. "Yeah, but I might be a little late. My grandmother is visiting from out of town and my parents insist that I stay home for a bit after this."

"I could give a you ride if you want. I don't mind waiting up." Eren offered.

Mikasa shook her head. "Don't worry about me." Then with an impish wink she added, "That'll give you time to catch up with everyone without me getting in the way."

From a distance, the two lovebirds heard her parents calling. "Mikasa! Ready to head home?"

The ravenette heaved a sigh. "Coming!" She turned back to Eren and kissed him goodbye. "See you tonight."

Eren watched as she walked away, admiring the pep in her step. "See ya."


Later that evening, a small group of freshly graduated teenagers were gathered around a makeshift bonfire in Sasha's backyard. Amid the casual conversation and inappropriate jokes, they were messing around with graham crackers and marshmallows, preparing to make smores.

"Guys!" Connie cried aloud. "We graduated only to go back to school again!"

"Don't remind me," Jean groaned, face-palming himself in despair.

"Speaking of which," Sasha interjected, "Where are you guys going?" She reached into her snack bag and grabbed several Hersheys chocolate bars.

"University of Trost!" Mina Carolina replied proudly. "My mom graduated from their nursing program."

Sasha began passing around the chocolates. "Hey, that's where I'm going!" She enthused.

Sitting next to Armin, as usual, Eren loosened his shoulders and joined in on the exchange. "Mikasa is going there, too."

"What about you, Eren?" Sasha teased. "Did you lovers plan on attending the same college?"

Eren sighed, suddenly feeling despondent. "No, I'm actually going to Stohess University."

The girls in the group gasped, while Jean and Connie began chuckling.

"Could this be the end for our favorite high school sweethearts?" Jean jested.

"That's not cool, man," Marco said in a somewhat serious tone, adhering to the 'Golden Rule.'

Eren fidgeted nervously, hoping the subject would change, but he knew his friends wouldn't get off his back about it. "Well, she got a scholarship to play tennis over there. It was too good an opportunity to pass up. I wouldn't have wanted to hold her back. And the coaches at Stohess had been eyeing my pole-vaulting abilities since I was a sophomore." He finished making a sloppy rendition of smores, and took a hearty bite.

"Eren and his pole-vaulting skills, man!" Marco enthused in a nostalgic tone. "You were amazing at the State championships!" The entire group nodded in agreement, remembering back to the day when Eren killed his competition and cleared 17 feet.

"Yeah, we love the way you work that pole, Eren!" Connie cackled, howling like a hyena. The group burst into laughter as Eren rolled his eyes dismissively. He'd heard that joke way too many times already.

"You set the school record!" Armin's eyes widened. "I don't think anyone will even come close for years!"

"Thanks, Armin." Eren smiled. "But you never know I guess."

The squad had been so enthralled and invested in their chit-chat and reminiscing in the good ol' days, they didn't even notice that Mikasa had entered the backyard and was looking for a place to set aside her jacket and purse.

"Hey, guys!" She greeted them cordially and settled on placing her belongings by a couple of lawn chairs.

"Mikasa!" Sasha ran over and nearly tackled her with a giant hug. "We're making smores." She handed her some marshmallow roasting sticks and implored her to sit with them. "Come, come."

"Okay." Mikasa positioned herself in between Eren and Armin and reached for some graham crackers.

As the night went on, Eren couldn't help but think about what Jean had said earlier. Sure, he was joking, but the words stuck. It's not like he hadn't thought about it before, if anything he avoided the possibility that he and Mikasa would struggle with a long distance relationship. He felt guilty for not verbalizing his concerns with her, but figured he didn't need to dwell on it. He turned and looked at her, silently admiring her features. Beautiful raven hair. Smooth lips. Steel grey eyes.

In that moment, Eren decided he would enjoy the now, and put off worrying about the future later. The now was all that mattered.


End of summer

The first day of their college lives was almost upon them.

Summer was nearing its end; the nights becoming cooler, the trees slowly beginning to transition to autumn with every fallen leaf.

Eren and Mikasa sat on the rooftop of his house and watched as another summer sun was setting before them on the horizon. Mikasa pulled out a pen and small piece of paper, leaving Eren curious.

She crossed something off and appeared relieved. "We did everything on the summer bucket list." She smiled, clearly proud of the accomplishment.

"What the?" Eren laughed. "You actually kept track of that stuff?" He wouldn't say it aloud, but he had to admit her tenacity was adorable. "Let me see."

Mikasa withdrew her arm and shoved the piece of paper back in her pocket. "No way," She huffed. "It's something I'd like to hold onto for memories. Just for me."

"Fine." Eren relented. "Can you at least tell me what was on the list?" He playfully nudged her shoulder.

"Nope," she replied. "But maybe one day."

"Okay, sure, yeah," Eren muttered indifferently. "I bet I know some of the things that were on that list."

"Humor me," Mikasa scoffed.

"Make out with Eren."

"HA! Nice try!"

"Make out with Eren where there's a high risk of getting caught...?"

"Close enough."

"That's what I thought." Eren nodded his head and glanced over at Mikasa, now fully sprawled on what little space they had on the roof. "Don't fall, Mika." He joked.

"Would you be there to catch me?" She asked, her attention still fixated on the sky and the many colors glowing beyond.

Well... I mean... that's easily a twenty-foot drop, Mika...

"You know it." Eren answered instead, just as the sun had finally disappeared. The opportunity for another makeout session had presented itself, but Eren fought the urge to give in. It just seemed too easy. He wondered though…

The silence between them felt uncharacteristically uncomfortable. This was going to be their last night together for who knows how long, so it made sense that he was feeling nervous, as if the circumstances obligated them... to take things further.

Eren realized that part of living in the now meant having no regrets. Acting impulsively, sure, but if he were to look back on it, he knew he would hate himself for holding back.

"Mikasa…" His voice trailed off as she turned to look at him.

"Yeah?" She sat up and waited for him to continue.

Eren thought carefully about what he was going to say. "It's getting dark. Maybe we should… head back into my room…"

Mikasa nodded but was still clueless. "Okay." She climbed back through the window and into Eren's bedroom.

Eren nearly psyched himself out. Get a hold of yourself, man!

After taking a brief moment to calm down, he came down from the roof and was surprised to see Mikasa casually lounging on his bed.

"Eren," she began, "I've been thinking… we've been together for four years... and it's our last night together before we go our separate ways…"

Eren quickly interrupted. "But, we're going to stay together, right? I know long-distance isn't the ideal situation, but, we have to at least try. We can make this relationship work!"

Mikasa noted his desperation and softly added, "Of course! Eren, I'm not breaking up with up you! Calm down."

Eren deeply exhaled and sat next to her. "You had me worried for a sec."

Mikasa quickly returned to the point she was making. "Well, anyways, I was thinking that we've been together for a while and... I just want you to know that I think I'm ready to..." She hoped he was getting the message.

Eren's eyes lit up. He was elated that he and Mikasa were on the same page. Still, he wanted to give her a hard time, just for kicks. "Well, it's not like I hadn't offered before, ya know." He mocked with a smirk she found irresistible.

"Yeah, I know." She chuckled. "But, maybe I was waiting for the right moment. You ever think of that?" She countered, leaning closer.

"Sure…" He whispered, slowly closing the tiny gap between them. Now was his chance.

Mikasa was ready. He had been ready. Now was the time. Tonight was the night.

The night they would lose their virginities.

Before they were to start school at their respective universities. On his bed, in his room, in his childhood home. It all seemed so surreal. This is finally happening.

Before he could say another word, or make sure the door to his room was locked, Mikasa had leaned in and gently pressed her lips against his. Though they had locked lips plenty of times before, this time felt different; a certain intensity driving them towards this newfound escalation. Eren briefly pulled away and gently kissed the top of her shoulder, beginning a trail leading up to her neck. He steadily moved his hands from her waist to the front of her blouse. As he slowly unbuttoned from the top down, he continued kissing her, planting sweet pecks along her neck. With her bare chest now in full view, her bra exposed with the removal of her top, she leaned up to place a tender kiss against the side of his jaw, moving them along until she was only a breath away from his lips. Having had enough of her teasing, Eren cupped her face with his hands and began kissing her in earnest. His body hummed violently with electricity amid the anticipation of making love with her for the first time. He roughly removed his shirt, as Mikasa began working on removing his trousers. Hardly any articles of clothing were separating them now, as Eren positioned himself on top of her, gently laying her down.

Eren didn't make any further advances until Mikasa had given him her approval.

"You sure you want to keep going?" He asked tentatively.

Mikasa nodded. "Yes."

That was all Eren needed.