My Love
The day you shattered my heart
Into a million pieces
Pieces I'll never find again.
Lost pieces, gone pieces, Pieces I cannot piece together again.
What does that leave me?
Just enough for me to continue breathing
Continue hurting
Continue dying
I gave you everything, and you took everything.
Then, you spit it out, when it's turned into bits and pieces.
Pieces of a puzzle,
The impossible to piece together.
This puzzle of my heart was once whole,
But now, never to be whole again.
I cried when you got hurt.
I yelled when you fell.
I held you when you were sad.
But that was all an act.
Now, I'm laughing.
Laughing at you.
As you lay on the cold forest floor.
Watching me, as you take your last breath.
As a lonely tear rolled down your cheek,
Red from pain.
You asked me.
Why?
And closed your eyes, falling into a lonely, eternal sleep.
As I realized,
Why?
Why did I do this?
Why did I have to put you into this eternal sleep?
It was all my fault.
I want you back!
But you hurt me.
The first time I saw you, I fell in love
But you said you hate me.
And shattered my heart.
Revenge.
Was my only answer.
I shall make you love me,
And shatter your heart when you told me so.
To make you feel how I felt.
So I hurt you.
Pierced your heart.
An arrow of my hate.
I didn't realize if you loved me,
I could finally get what I had wanted all along.
But now, it's too late.
I want you back.
But you are gone.
I made a horrible mistake.
How can I be so stupid?
I'll meet you in hell,
My love.
As I pulled out the arrow,
I pierced my heart.
I laid beside you as I too, faded away.
As both out existences disappear from the world.
And I'll meet you in hell.
My love.