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Selfish:
My feelings for Jacob have never been as strong as my feelings for Edward but letting him go had been hard.
I loved him but I couldn't chose him. Edward was my everything, I loved Edward with everything that I had and I couldn't live without him. I didn't want to.
Was it selfish of me to wish that Jacob had never made my feelings an issue? Had never forced me to kiss him or manipulated me into that second kiss? Is it selfish to want my happiness for once?
Edward's arrival and cold hands on my back causes me to lose my thoughts, and I don't mind.
I turn around and kiss him on the lips. Perhaps selfishness isn't so bad.